Novelistforlife

Yall, im not even kidding anymore, I don't have the energy to keep up with this. I just want to lie down and go honestly

Novelistforlife

To the asshat who cut me off from my blindspot on my third time highway driving, sped around me and gave me the bird. I passed my driver license test today first try, and have one of the best track records for students for parallel parking.

CynicalSadOne

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@Novelistforlife UUUUUGH I hate people who drive like that! Where I live, literally NO ONE uses their turn signals to change lanes and it drives me up the fucking wall
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Novelistforlife

Hey so, how do you ask for help? I'm starting to get into a darker place, the issues I have are still there and are getting more noticeable. Its been a while but I just dunno how to ask for it, and I really don't want to be sent away on something I would maybe consider doing...

Novelistforlife

@CynicalSadOne I know, I have fallback people all ready (part of contract for medication), but i'ts not that simple, I can't trust anyone.
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CynicalSadOne

@Novelistforlife Talk to a person you trust. If all else fails, there are hotlines that you can reach out to if stuff gets really bad
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MILLIE_MOXXI3

You should tell whoever you’re most comfortable with telling about this what you just texted. At least to me this is a form of reaching out and asking for help and the fact you even asked how to ask is enough.  I’m sure whoever your most comfortable with will not judge. the only thing I would recommend is to try and ask in the most calmest manner possible not for the other person. But so that you don’t overwhelm yourself when you ask and if you need support to ask for help,  but you don’t want human support when asking. listen to music on a low volume as your asking or like get a stuffed animal just something or someone to keep you grounded . Take your time I cannot stress this enough take your time the person will wait for you just so you can get all your thoughts together. I really hope this helps and your able to ask that person 
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Novelistforlife

Hello all, *doubt youll read this* but I wanna give a heads up that though my depression has gotten loads better, my GAD and...negitive thoughts have gotten worse and more. I'll be taking a bit of a break from whattpad, but I plan to write some fanfiction, even if its kinda goofy, I need to learn to do things that make me happy and that im not selfish or guilty or anything else. Im not in any real danger, mostly just stuff in my head, (psycologist seems more concerned than me lmao), so don't worry bout that. Anyways, hasto luego tu gays idiotas.

CrystalisedTem

@Novelistforlife I'm glad your depression has gotten better too, that's great! I hope you get better! /g
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