»No one deserves to be forgotten, no one deserves to fade away.«

»Where are they, exactly, those stars? They're gone, but still here. Extinguished, but burning bright. A contradiction. How can that be? Maybe I'm like those stars now. A place in the universe, just not here anymore. How does it end up this way? I try to follow how it happens, all of it. Still, I can't begin to understand.

I make my exit.«

»Better to burn out, right, than to fade
away?«

»He was the first person I'd known who was openly and proudly gay. (I was somewhere in between. Fluid. The way I thought about both girls and guys...)«

(^I squealed when I read that. MY BI BEAN-)

Look. As much as I love Miguel, Jared will always be Connor's boyfriend-

Connor is my bisexual son.

He may be mean on the outside, but he really is the most purest bean. He really just can't control his anger, and only rejects people because he doesn't want to be vulnerable. Not to mention he's the most adorable book worm.




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Some random things about me and not my bb:

• You can call me Ellie, Lee, or Ophelia.

• She/they (I think?)

• I'm panromantic who-fucking-knows-sexual🌈

•I follow back! ✌

• Gryffindor, INFJ, Libra, Connor Murphy at heart.

• You wanna geek out with me? Here's some things that I love:

~Any musical
~Seriously we can talk about Connor or Michael for a whole day and that would probably be one of the best conversations ever
~SHE-RA OML THE 5TH SEASON GUYS
~Thomas Sanders (go away if you ship RemRom)
~Basically anyone in the acting industry (George Salazar, Ben Platt, Mike Faist, etc)
~S h i p s. Probably my most burning passion. I am a huge multi-shipper, but the ones I love the most are Mama's Bois (Evan × Michael), Kleinphy, Zoevan (the one straight ship-), Kleinsen, MellMan, and Deere. The gayer the ship the better

Please don't pm! Sorry, I just really don't want online friends or anything-😣

Bi my queers🌼
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  • JoinedJune 30, 2019


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