Old_Soul_9

You know what sucks the most is when there's FINALLY a way forward. And this tiny thing comes in the middle and that way goes back a few more months and you're just.... Done. You don't have the energy anymore and your brain starts thinking of ways to die and you know. You JUST know that this time it's not gonna be as easy to stop the blade or stop before those last pills. 

Old_Soul_9

You know what sucks the most is when there's FINALLY a way forward. And this tiny thing comes in the middle and that way goes back a few more months and you're just.... Done. You don't have the energy anymore and your brain starts thinking of ways to die and you know. You JUST know that this time it's not gonna be as easy to stop the blade or stop before those last pills. 

BellaG2522

hey, im from tame me where we were having that discussion on abortion. i wanted to say that i get where your coming from. my mom had six kids tho and some of my grandparents have like 10 siblings. but i understand what your trying to say. also i tried clicking on your comment, and when it took me to the comments on the chapter, our comments werent there. i think the author deleted them

Old_Soul_9

@BellaG2522 oof. The author got annoyed maybe. Lol. You can pm dw. You seem like a cool person. And I get you too. I knew a person who's mom never wanted her cuz she was the "accident" kid and the mom never got over it. Anyways I just wanna let ppl have their own choices tho. =) but I get you. I love kids and even tho I never want to have my own. If I ever ended up having one ( depending on my emotional state at that point) Heck maybe even I myself wouldn't be able to abort the baby. So I getchu. =) ❤️
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Old_Soul_9

Guys. I might not be on watty for a while. And to all the people I m talking to in pm's I m sorry but there are sudden problems that came up in my life (this is not an excuse. I dont know how to prove it. But trust me please. Its not.) Literally all of my family members are either admitted in the hospital or taking care of the people admitted in the hospital. And I m home alone. And I m not in a good mental state to be positive and happy so I dont think I should let that depressed state affect y'all here. I m sorry. And stay safe everyone. ❤

DWFTMY

@Old_Soul_9 You do not need to excuse yourself! Wattpad isn’t mandatory, what’s mandatory is taking care of yourself. I’ve a friend who struggles with depression and I know it’s nothing to take lightly. If you ever want to talk, I’m free.  And please do not feel like you have an obligation to show up on wattpad to respond to messages. Your own health (physical and mental) come first.  
            
            I hope  your family and yourself will see better days. I’ll be keeping you guys in my prayers.
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WhiskeyGurl5000

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@Old_Soul_9 Well damn, that is a lot, I will send prayers/good vibes your way. 
            
            Do your best to not fall into clinical depression. That shit is can put you on the long road of chronic pain/terrible overall health/at risk for more bouts of depression.
            
            Sometimes you need to help yourself first before you can care for those you love. Stay safe. 
            
            I hope things turn out overall well for you and yours.
            
            
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reminiscent_soul

@Old_Soul_9 oh no!! i'm so sorry to hear that. don't apologise for needing to prioritise life and your health. my pms are always open if you ever wanna talk though but take your time. i hope everything will get better soon ❤❤ take care and stay safe xx
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Old_Soul_9

Hi guys! 
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CrazedCoffeeLady

@Old_Soul_9 
            Wow!!!
            Thank you so so much!!!
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