Panic_atmyexistence

I HAVENT HAD WATTPAD IN FOREVER LOL HI GUYS 

Ravenclaw_amity

Read till the end! I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back. I asked, “Why?” The angel then responded, “Angels don’t watch over Angels”. 20 angels are in your world, ten are sleeping, mine are playing, and one is reading this message. The universe has seen you struggling and says it’s over now. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in karma, send this message to 14 friends. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will surprise you! No joke, pass this message on to those who need it. Please don’t ignore it. Karma will fix two big things tonight in your favor. If you don’t believe in karma, pass it on anyways. 
          Tomorrow will be the best day of your life! Don’t break this, send it to 14 friends. 
          
          I care about you. You aren’t alone.

Panic_atmyexistence

I HATE ONLINE SCHOOL I HATE IT I HATE IT I H A T E I T 
          
          I HONESTLY WANT TO DROP OUT
          
          WHOEVER SAID ONLINE SCHOOL WAS A GOOD IDEA IS STUPID AND NEEDS TO RETHINK E V E R Y T H I N G 
          
          I WAS HARDLY ABLE TO FOCUS IN CLASS AND NOW THAT IM HOME WITH HUNDREDS OF DISTRACTIONS IT'S SO HARD TO EVEN JUST SIT DOWN AND T R Y 
          
          IM ON THE VERGE OF JUST BREAKING DOWN 
          
          JUST LAYING HERE AND WITHERING AWAY 
          
          I  D O N ' T  W A N N A  G O  O N  A N Y M O R E 
          
          

Panic_atmyexistence

I dyed my hair! I dyed my hair! My sister dyed her hair so my mom let me dye my hair! I dyed my hair! I dyed my hair! My hair is now purple and it looks great! I dyed my hair! I dyed my hair! The hair dye also made my hair softer! I dyed my hair! I dyed my hair! 
          
          Sincerely, a teenager that is glad my mom is silently seething that my hair isn't brown anymore. 

Panic_atmyexistence

I want to dye my hair. I want to dye my hair. I am in an emotional funk and the only thing that can fix it is dying my hair. I want to dye my hair. I want to dye my hair. My mom says I have to wait til I'm 18. I want to dye my hair. I want to dye my hair. The only thing that could possibly make me happy rn is purple hair. I want to dye my hair. I want to dye my hair. 
          
          Sincerely, a fed up teenager.

Panic_atmyexistence

I cannot believe how idiotic I can be sometimes. If you saw I published a chapter of my fanfic last night, I apologise for that. My laptop has a touchscreen and I grabbed it to move it and it published the unfinished chapter. I'll publish it for real today, ok? Sorry again.

Panic_atmyexistence

I went through a whole sad period from October to late December but I got through it and I felt so good about myself for two and a half months but now I just randomly got this wave of hatred for myself and everything I've said, done, and thought in the past two weeks and my trip got cancelled because of the stupid Corona virus and everything just sucks and I'm forcing myself to do things and be productive but because I feel so terrible mentally the quality of it is bad and I just wanna lay in my room and not be bothered for the next month.

VivaLaPlutoBitch

@Panic_atmyexistence I- felt that. Itll be alright bud. You dont have to be productive all the time to matter and be worth something. dont over work yourself. Do something you like when you were originally supposed to go on your trip. Make it a good day ya know
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