PaperHelenie

Chapter 16 of After Heartache is now posted! Enjoy Reading! <3
          	https://www.wattpad.com/1218130692-after-heartache-ongoing-chapter-16

PaperHelenie

Why do I always see myself as someone who can't do anything? Kaya ko lahat, I know it. But when I get to the middle, everything seems blurry and out of sight. These past few days is getting harder. Harder to bear. I've given help to somebody, or to any one, but I guess no one have seen I am also in need of assistance. It is hard to act as a glue that keeps your family hanging on. That's what I feel. I don't see the beautiful side of things anymore. Last time I know, it was the spring of my life. But this time, I think it's my summer. Tuyong-tuyo na ko sa mga iniisip ko. I've been avoiding conversations, kasi pagod na kong iexplain ang nararamdaman ko. I feel like nobody would dare to understand it, coz they have different errands in their lives. Saling-pusa lang naman ako sa lahat ng kaibigan ko. I'm nobody's.

PaperHelenie

pagod na pagod na ako. pagod na pagod na akong patunayan sa lahat na may kaya akong gawin. I'm tired of all the efforts I make to let people see my worth. Na worth it akong ipaglaban. Worth it akong kausapin. Worth it akong isugal. Worth it akong pansinin. I'm tired. I'm freaking tired.

OceanaMarcell

@PaperHelenie Hey, I'm here!
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