ParkIseul7

ALWAYS BEEN, WILL FOREVER BE AN OT23

ParkIseul7

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Writing shit At 3:18 am that IDK if anyone will read lmao 
          I'm that girl that has a really messed up sleeping schedule enjoys watching her favorite idols and giving everyone the support they need to go on with their lives  gets broken so easly and that forgets about herself while making sure others are fine 
          I forget to eat and I don't give myself the love I need I almost don't have any confidence and keep making myself seems bad I have anxiety and I pass my time over thinking and making fake scenarios in my head that break me into pieces I hate going to school and everyone keep thinking that I'm a nerd yes true I am a book worm and I do rank first everytime but I have the phobia of failure that only my family knows about and failure to me is not ranking first and oml just thinking about makes me feel useless I'd feel that I dissapointed myself and everyone around me this is the reason I hate school bcz I'm afraid I'm afraid of not being the best while my sister always says there's a lot of people better than u I can feel the pieces my heart breaks into while knowing that it's true ,I'm a person who cries over a song a movie a book or just a thought 
          I also cry while expressing my feels and then again my sisters laugh it off saying why are crying you're so fragile and IDK what to think anymore....
          Ppl sometimes call me names and it happened today for a stupid reason and I can't help but over think it maybe I did something wrong what if I'm a bad one like they think or say that I am and it's tiring me.... 

Mai_Mee_Thang_Ka

@ParkIseul7 LMAO YOU DONT WANT EVERYONE TO BE LIKE ME- , Im the human version of sloth :]
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ParkIseul7

@Mai_Mee_Thang_Ka ilysm bestie I didn't cry a river but shed a tear uk and I really wish u all the best you're such a good person I hope everyone was like u 
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Mai_Mee_Thang_Ka

@ParkIseul7 Ayooo, Im your friend and i care about you , so  listening to your rant was the only thing i can do for you , so i did :) , And you didnt actually cry ryt- i dont want uuuu too :[ , And yeah its fine to vent,  even one thing can bring out the whole emotions out <3 , Im here for you okk?? if you wanna talk :3 <3 <3 <3
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stellarblooms-

Hii it's saw your message on hyuckscult's MB and seriously i hope you get better!!  All my wishes for you
          
          Please take care and stay healthy, whatever is happening with you in genuinely hope for your better health and if you ever want to peak to omeone I'm more than ready to be there for you ^_^
          
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stellarblooms-

@stellarblooms- Aww I'm sorry I don't have twt :(  what about instagram? 
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ParkIseul7

You're so cute wanna be freinds on twitter 
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ParkIseul7

@stellarblooms- thank you sm for caringg I appreciate it but I left two idk which one u saw lmao 
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