@Paso143 Read Grey Love last night and it touched me directly. For the first time in years, I felt hope. Muweni reminded me of myself-bn abused several times and once blamed and it took a toll on how I have lived my life. Been in relationships(a lot actually) and they failed cause I have had a hard time forgetting the past. Hopefully, a knight in blue jeans will walk past me... Hopefully. Thank you. Im really encouraged