Persedes

you were the best thing that ever happened to me.  

'Cause i love my baby, tall, dark Hades, lord of death is down on his knees for me.  

Of çok mükemmelim ya.

Deli gibi gülesim falan da var Kemal Sunal'ın sürekli gülen adam olduğu bir dizi vardı oradaki hali gibiyim ha.

Acaba çoklu kişilik bozukluğum mu var ya, şu an çok kötü hissediyorum aşırı kırgınım, reglında etkisi var ama hiç de ağlayasım sızlanasım yok gereksiz mutlu hissedenzi. 

Ve de Hades'in sevildiği tek zaman dilimi olması.

Bayağı azalmış ve ben bunu fark bile etmemişim hâlâ çok şaşkınım amk deliriyor muyum ne ya.

O da seni gördüğümde eskisi gibi çok fazla çiçek kokusu alamamak.

Ama sorun değil ya sinesteziden kurtulabiliyorsam bir noktada, onlardan hayli hayli kurtulurum amına koyayım.

Neyse zaten o boşluğun yerini sanırım düşündüğüm gibi panik atak ve kaygı bozukluğu dolduracak yakında.

Kafam hafiflemiş gibi hissediyorum bir bakımdan, sanki artık kafamda yer açılmış gibi.

divinity, when gone unchecked, turns mad. hades had never seen someone so full of light and like a starved child who has denied for too long, he took what he thought he was owed.

Kafayı yememek için kendimi zor tutuyorum.

together they ruled, a king and queen,
            in the darkest depths, their love unseen.
            a testament to love's enduring grace,
            in hades and persephone's embrace.
            
            they found a love that was pure and bright.
            for in the depths of the underworld's night,
            a story of love, both rare and true,
            hades and persephone, forever entwined, they grew.  

in the underworld, amidst the gloom,
            they built a love that could not consume.
            hades's heart thawed in the warmth of her smile,
            persephone's love, a light in exile.
            
            the seasons above, they danced and turned,
            as persephone's absence, the world mourned.
            but in hades's arms, she learned to see,
            the love that could flourish even in misery.

hades, the lord of the realm below,
            a heart as cold as the fallen snow.
            yet when he glimpsed persephone's grace,
            his icy heart began to race.
            
            persephone, daughter of fields so green,
            a goddess of spring, a radiant queen.
            but a fateful day, she met her doom,
            when hades took her to his gloomy tomb.

truth is, i wouldn’t like to speak, or sleep, or listen, or love. to feel myself trapped, with no fear of blood, outside time and magic, within your own fear, and your great anguish, and within the very beating of your heart. all this madness, if I asked it of you, I know, in your silence, there would be only confusion. i ask you punishment, in the nonsense, and you, you give me take, your light and your warmth. i’d like to paint you, but there are no colors, because there are so many, in my confusion, the tangible form of my great love… please spare me these torments.