Phoenixel_

I had a maths exam today.
          	It went okay, i passed for sure. 
          	
          	But i wanted to throw up the whole time, a head ache was killing me and i couldn't read anything without starting again and again. Also i did every single task twice or even thrice because i made some kind of stupid mistake.
          	
          	I knew i was fine and know enough to be positive, but sitting in that room and being there alone made me suffer so bad.

storminsidemycore

@Phoenixel_ thats such a pretty phrase omg
          	  
          	  im sorry. i remember when i was in uni and rly bad things happened, i had a panic attack every time i had to attend a lecture. (lol this sounds bad but) thankfully covid hit and i could at least stay at home and all our exams were from home but even now i get a panic attack every time i think about uni. im really sorry you felt like that during an exam, but at least you got through it
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xxiuumminxx

@Phoenixel_ that’s why I said let’s suffer together!
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Phoenixel_

@xxiuumminxx  you know in German there's a saying: "Geteiltes Leid ist halbes leid" meaning "Shared sorrow is half the sorrow"  
          	  So if we suffer together it might even be better
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Phoenixel_

I had a maths exam today.
          It went okay, i passed for sure. 
          
          But i wanted to throw up the whole time, a head ache was killing me and i couldn't read anything without starting again and again. Also i did every single task twice or even thrice because i made some kind of stupid mistake.
          
          I knew i was fine and know enough to be positive, but sitting in that room and being there alone made me suffer so bad.

storminsidemycore

@Phoenixel_ thats such a pretty phrase omg
            
            im sorry. i remember when i was in uni and rly bad things happened, i had a panic attack every time i had to attend a lecture. (lol this sounds bad but) thankfully covid hit and i could at least stay at home and all our exams were from home but even now i get a panic attack every time i think about uni. im really sorry you felt like that during an exam, but at least you got through it
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xxiuumminxx

@Phoenixel_ that’s why I said let’s suffer together!
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Phoenixel_

@xxiuumminxx  you know in German there's a saying: "Geteiltes Leid ist halbes leid" meaning "Shared sorrow is half the sorrow"  
            So if we suffer together it might even be better
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xxiuumminxx

Daddy’s home!!! I love gojo Satoru

xxiuumminxx

@Phoenixel_ please watch!!! I need someone to simp and suffer with :))
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Phoenixel_

@xxiuumminxx  i always watch his edits, but i haven't seen jjk yet... I want to though. I love his character design
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xxiuumminxx

Anyways I’m a huge anime fan since last year so lemme tell you the reason of my happiness right now

xxiuumminxx

@Phoenixel_ I didn’t have any time too but during vacation my friends forced me to
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Phoenixel_

@xxiuumminxx  ooh i love anime too, however i never have the time to actually watch any
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Phoenixel_

Help wtf?! How did i only find out about Why? Being released now?! Where was this announced?! How have i only found out 3 weeks later? 
          I thought the next and only one was Lose my breath?! I feel dumb. 
          But also I'm not much on social media and find out about release dates when they show up on my insta feed if i look at it once a day.
           I don't actively search for anything or see if anyone posted something.
          And now I've seen it on Spotify and I'm confused!? 
          I looked if straykids had any posts about it, but neither insta, TikTok nor YouTube had a Post about it.
          Was it only a story that said anything about it? Is this a social experiment? Idk. I'm lost!?
          Help what did i miss?!

Phoenixel_

@storminsidemycore I've just checked and they made a post about it on their japanese insta, but honestly i normally always somehow know about stuff like this. Idk they should have at least reposted the post in the story of their original account...
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storminsidemycore

@Phoenixel_ im such a sucker for japanese songs!!! i get it's for a drama, but i dont understand why they dont promote it anywhere? like... wtf jype
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Phoenixel_

@storminsidemycore  me neither! I only checked their Spotify because i forgot if lose my breath is released 5th or 10th and then there was this single I've never heard of?! Do the people know about this?! It's so good!
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Phoenixel_

Anyone got some seungmin fics recommendations?!
          As some of you (storm) might know... I'm going through a phase right now...
          
          Like djgrjrvejernejjdrvdjndjdjdhfjesffssjd minho has competition.

storminsidemycore

@Phoenixel_ i won't, i won't. they all have potential 
            
            (i hope)
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Phoenixel_

@storminsidemycore  oh don't you dare let it die and then blame me!
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storminsidemycore

@Phoenixel_ yeah, you sabotaged everyone.
            
            THE LEE KNOW STORY YOU READ HAS BEEN A WIP SINCE 2022 
            
            rip in peace...
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xxiuumminxx

Hoi…
          I guess I found my sharing interests buddy.
          I LITERALLY HAVE SOO MANY THINGS I LIKE THAT I FORGET WHOM I WAS SIMPING OVER SECONDS AGO T_T
          
          Anyways moots?

xxiuumminxx

@Phoenixel_ OH SAMEEE!!! Like recently my brother asked me about gojo while I was busy simping over dazai’s hot voice and then to answer him I had a very long breakdown T_T which led him to believe I need to go to mental asylum.
            
            ♥️♥️
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Phoenixel_

@ xxiuumminxx 
            THAT'S SO REAL THOUGH!
            Someone will ask me about my favorite anything and i will literally have a mental breakdown either not being able to remember a single thing or wayyyyy to many.
            
            Moots :)
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Phoenixel_

You know i always took some sense of pride in not being a typical girl and not caring about clothes....
          
          And while i don't care about clothes on a normal day and just throw on what looks acceptable, I've realized that i do at least care somehow.
          .
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          And i do spend a lot of money for it...
          
           i recently got 2 colours of a Hoodie that i already got in 2 different colours and 2 colours of a t-shirt ( for the ones that know tj_bb it's the bb hoodie and the bb shirt), it made me feel sooo giddy when i finally (it was only a week) saw that they've been delivered.
          
          Also i got a new dirndl (traditional German/Austrian dress) and i am so in love, like it makes me feel like a queen and just .....ah 
          
          Like as a 10 year old i kind of pretended to not care that much, because i grew up with only brothers and a mother that did too, so it felt like i would be judged or get mocked for being "girly".
          
          
          And it feels like I'm slowly getting to know and accept myself.

Phoenixel_

Yesterday we almost had 28 °C ... It's snowing right now. Whyyyyyy I want summer.

Phoenixel_

@ storminsidemycore  idk man. April is always strange and confusing in my country, but the difference in just one day is honestly insane. 
            
            I mean it's starting to melt already so it should be over soon. But also, the melting is the worst part of snow.
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storminsidemycore

@Phoenixel_ WHAT THE HECK!!!
            
            there was like 30°C here yesterday and it s wayyyyy too hot for april wtf is this
            
            why is it snowing for u???
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