Hazel

Anyways, the second reason was writer's block. 
          	
          	I'm not sure if I can say this was writer's block because I don't know the accurate definition but it was some sort of weird thing where all my creative juices were just completely cut off and I could barely even write a single word. I was completely cut off from stuff I love during these hard months and while suffering through depression. I left my exercise routine which I had been continually doing for a few years. I stopped sketching, stopped listening to music, and most of my time was spent weeping over the most random bullshit. It was kind of sucky ngl. 
          	
          	Honestly, it's not all that great, my days still get sucky all the time but I'm just thankful for having a nice support system. 
          	
          	Anyways, I'm trying my best not to leave this book behind. It was hard to publish this one chapter for today and Idk how much longer it's gonna take for the next to be published but please be kind to me while you wait. 
          	
          	I'm trying my best and if for some reason in the future I decide writing this book is too much for me and stop, please don't mind it. I'll try really really hard not to because I personally really like writing but ig it just depends. 
          	
          	Anyways, thank you for being patient now I'm gonna go sleep and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for all of us 
          	
          	
          	
          	~Hazel