Jay

Hey yall... I'm still alive...
          
          LOL PROLLY GONNA POST AN UPDATE IN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS OR SO, SRY FOR THE DELAY.
          
          genuinely tho it's probably gonna be a while before I start actually writing again, but when I do I'll make sure you guys know, and I'll make sure to reiterate any boundaries that may have changed.
          
          I may also start writing for other fandoms as well, bur those will be separate books!
          
          So see you guys in a bit! :)

Gonna post another chapter on the oneshot talking about this in its entirety, but I'm just gonna share my summarized thoughts here until then.
          
          I'm still collecting my thoughts and figuring out how to feel, but right now, I'm very in the middle. I feel like neither of them lied. I think Caiti told the truth from how she perceived it, and George told the truth from how he perceived it. I don't think he is innocent, but I definitely don't think he deserves any death threats. I don't think he is some malicious predator, or perv, but he isn't entirely clean either. I think there is a possibility that this could have been due to some miscommunication, and poor choices made from both parties.
          
          As for the actual apology and the way he addressed everything, I think he actually did a decent job. He did something that I don't think ive seen any other influencer do, including Dream, and that was making an apparent effort to make sure the accuser(caiti) didn't look bad. Many influencers will resort to making themselves the victims, or making the other person look bad just to clear their name, when all George did was tell his side of the story, and say "but she is completely valid to feel this way". He also did a good job and giving his own experiences in a way that wasn't begging for sympathy. The only reason he used his experiences as an example was to show that he had better understanding of this situation than most people. This might just be me, but I think that's very important when addressing something like this. And lastly, he legitimately apologize. He looked directly to the camera, and apologized to caiti. I have NEVER seen a CC do that.
          
          This is in no way me defending George, this is me giving my genuine observations. I'm realizing this is coming off as defending him, but please know that there is no intentions to clear his name. This is me processing the situation. I will speak further on this in a bit.

Bro where the fuck is George, he needs to speak up about this
          
          OK IMA TRY TO KEEP IT /POS ITS JUST GETTING REALLY HARD TO

CCs I like that I recommend because they're genuinely entertaining and NON-PROBLEMATIC
          
          CaseOh - funny, makes good content, on a usual streaming and upload schedule
          
          Markiplier - I mean, come on, we all grew up watching him. Non problematic, entertaining, funny, hot, literally perfect
          
          Jacksepticeye - although he does make fun of Dream, he is entertaining and makes good content
          
          The You Should Know podcast - funny as hellllll, and genuinely sweet people.
          
          Ted Nivison - literally perfect. Funny, good content, 10/10
          
          Smosh + smosh pit - again, really funny, entertaining, good concepts.
          
          Ok hear me out, Tommyinnit - yes he has been problematic, but it seems like he genuinely wants to improve. And he's funny
          
          FunkyFrogBait - very fun and entertaining
          
          Ranboo - super creative, entertaining, creates a safe space for everyone, great CC
          
          James Marriott - I don't rlly watch him anymore, but was super entertaining when I did
          
          Hamination - LITERALLY LUV HIM PLS CHECK HIM OUT
          
          Sam and Colby - if u like spooky shit they are the ones for you
          
          KallMeKris - literally a comfort cc
          
          Oompaville - consistent and fun
          
          Ethan Nestor - friends w/ Markiplier, fun, nice person
          
          
          THATS ALL I CAN THINK OF, ADD IF YOU HAVE ANYMORE >:D
          
          genuinely want to create a safe space for people to talk and get along, so feel free to make friends here :)

Uh hi- bit of shit timing but I think I’m just gonna stop my snf book like now? Bc all of the chapters are just for u- and their not even actual requests. 
          
          Is that ok? 
          
          Also- gimme ur discord when u have it if u want :) 
          ANWAY UH- Bye 

I feel like I need to speak on this. This whole situation with George is shitty, and unless he can whip out some godly, earthquake inducing, flooring evidence, I don't think it will be easy for him to prove himself innocent. Unless he fucking idk outs himself as gay or some shit like that. Point is, until he gives his perspective and proof, I won't be including him in any oneshots or stories, and I will be taking a break from writing as well. I will always be here to talk if anyone needs it, but other than that, I will be pretty inactive. Possibly going to get discord to talk to you guys, @Spac3_l0ver and @charliechild100 specifically, and I might make announcements every once in a while. I'm realizing that it's not just me, but this entire generation in general have developed unhealthy obsessions with CCs, or actors, or media in general. When I saw everything, I felt sick. Physically sick. I literally fucking puked. It's okay to have emotions, and react to shocking news. But to have it effect your health and physical well being? That's literally fucked up.

There's a spider in my room and my mom WONT kill it >:(

Things are happening...

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          MEETING TIME????
          
          IDK SOMEONE PICK THE THEME I HAVE NO IDEA 

Bare with me guys I'm gonna start writing pt 3 soon I just need to find a cover for this new book I'm writing...
          
          @Spac3_l0ver...
          @charliechild100...
          
          Soon...
          
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