💙 SHIVANI 💙

Hope all is well; Be safe and stay strong.

You're active?! Such a pleasant surprise. How are you doing?

It's caring about everything, then caring about nothing at all. 
          It's feeling everything at once, then feeling paralysingly numb. 
          
          I don't want to spread negativity in any sense. So anyone who's going through anxiety issues in these times, 
          Remember to talk. To anyone. But talk about it with anyone you feel secure with. Don't let it all go so easily. 
          
          This is the test we prepared for all our lives.
          Be HOPEFUL.

In light of events happening beside us, as a society why do we ALWAYS need to know tje reason or justify something with a cause? What'll we do even if we come know why someone was depressed or even worse has decided it's been enough for him. 
          Why should we have to assume everytime and reason something with some worthless and shitty explanations. It's done. This is for all the media, Instagram pages, fb pages, and more importantly the news channel. 
          I've been seeing the worst headlines in all the times. 
          Stop portraying someone as. 'WEAK' OR 'DEPRESSED' OR 'WHY' OR 'WHICH FEELING DROWNED HIMSELF'. We have had enough. 
          Who decides what's ENOUGH for someone. Who decides it's ENOUGH SADNESS. 
          Stop reasoning things in the most childish way.  We don't have anything to do with the industry or its people or nepotism or his friends or girlfriend.
          And ABOVE ALL, stop spreading 'Talk to me' posts on Stories. Guess what?! A depressed person is NEVER going to reply to your story or post saying YES I'M DEPRESSED. 
          We as society have started taking everything as a meaty news to dig in. Especially the media with it's assumptions. 
          If anything we could do is to RESPECT others lives and GIVE SOME TIME to things to settle down. Accept it that we are NOONE to decide on someone's lives or someone's depression. Stop making it all a fus. 
          Support someone when you notice someone's being alone or sad or silent or maybe a little more than necessary happy. But for God's sake stop giving your sympathetic stories and posts and roam around with 'HELP' board hanging around your neck. It's Stupidity. 
          If we really really need to eradicate this thing, we need to work on ground level. Stay close to your parents. Learn things from them. 
          If you someone, in a way, you also help yourself. Start admitting the real things and then BE A HERO. 

It's getting bad again

I've Published what I wrote yesterday. :') 

Have you ever listened to the birds at 3AM? 
          It sounds so surreal. It's not my alarm. I'm gonna go sleep now.At least try.
          And now suddenly, I've started feeling we take little things for granted. We know. We do it. I do it.  
          And the thing is when you address it, you start realising it more often. 
          For example, I can't sleep. Another little thing taken for granted? Maybe! Maybe not. Who knows. 
          
          I wrote something just now. I'll do the editing bit tommorow and post. Maybe! Maybe not. Who knows. 
          
          Goodnight.
          P/S:- Everybody's home right? 

I've always LOVED being at home. But now that I'm..... I feel bored. Why are we like this. Maybe we never know what we really want. I just hope everything gets better soon. Now because of it, Just In General. 

Hello all!! 
          I've been again offline here on wattpad and honestly I wasn't even reading as much as I used to. I somehow got back here as usual, it's all changed and no one seems to be available online, so I just thought of dropping a message for whoever is. 
          
          Here is update about my current life :- 
          
          I've been busy. Not just busy busy but really really 12 hour busy. I was attending classes from 7 in the morning till 10:30 and doing office internship from 10:30 to 7. 
          
          I shifted to a new pg and I was having my Masters exam but it got cancelled due to Corona virus spread.
          
          So a lot of things have taken the time I used to spend reading which I feel upset about a little bit. But I guess it is what it is.
          
          However, I'm looking forward to keep a track here on wattpad as well. So I would appreciate if you all may suggest some small stories or poetry kind of stuff to read because I'm finding a little difficulty in browsing for the books. 
          
          I was also writing a book. Actually two. One is a short story and other one is general fiction. But then again I didn't get much time to get more involved in it. And honestly I feel I've also lot the track of it. So, I wanted to start reading in order to get into that zone again. Wish me luck on that. 
          
          Love 
          -Shivani ❤️ 

Hello, fellow Indian! Nice to meet you:):) I'm from Kolkata. What about you?