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Hey gang I just found this account again, so I'm going to be updating it! My parents say i talked abt like killing myself and they wouldnt let me on wattpad anynore lmaoooo life crazy ngl but I have come back n I'm gonna update everything 

Sorry, but I gotta tell someone bc I can't tell my fam or anything I know irl. So anyways, this boy my age(16) added me on snap, so we got to talking and sending snaps, I found out he lives about 30 minutes away from me, he was so cute and sweet, we were talking for several days. Then he sent me a snap of his face, his eyes looked pretty so I told him his eyes were pretty, he said thank you and told me I was really pretty in general. A boy had never complemented me like that, and I've never had a bf or anything so my face was so red and I was blushing like crazy, I was so happy and thought maybe we could end up together, just for him to ruin it all and ask for b00bie pictures, then he unadded me when I said no. I was so disgusted. This just happened yesterday. Why can't boys just want a genuine relationship without all of the nüdes and s3xual things?

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Hi Prism! How are you? :]

The worst part about self harm is when friends/family see your old scars and ask you about them. Then you have no response because you don't even know why you did it.

Hii I'm sorry for what you're going through!! I won't say "it's okay" cuz for us it's easy to say so, but we have no idea what might be the mental condition of the one who has suffered. The one who has been through it only knows! 
          
          I may not understand your trauma, but if you ever need help I'll be here for you❤❤
          
          On the final note, wanna be friends?? 

I can't do anything anymore. I tried drawing but I just end up scribbling it out and I start crying because I get frustrated. I tried writing but I just throw my phone across the room because I hate my story. I can't even go to my friends for help because I ruined our relationship for my mental health. I have nothing left. I can't do anything about this now. Everything is spiraling out of control. I'm ready to leave I think. No I'm definitely ready to leave. What's stopping me from just, being here one day and being gone the next?

I fucked up. Really bad. Again.

One of the worst feelings is checking your phone to no new notifications for hours.

I'm ready to disappear now. 
          
          I want to disappear now.