Not me trying not to rant about a girl I've met twice in my life but is my favorite person istg. Don't get me wrong I love all my friends, but I have with this person so much in common that it's beautiful. We said goodbye at 9pm today, and rn it's 4am and all I've been thinking about for the last 5h is seeing her again. She loves vinyls, books, the German language, animes and music. I love her style, I could go on forever about it, not just because it's awesome but because it fits her so well. Her voice is beautiful, I could listen to it all day. Ik it kinda seems like I'm in love, but I don't don't think so, it's something I've never felt for someone. I've been wanting to meet a person like this since I was just a little kid and now that I finally have, and she seems to like me as much as I do her, I can't think of anything else. Writing it kinda makes it feel so much more real, and it's like years of pent-up emotions have just burst inside me and I'm crying rn and I don't even know why, but it's not sad crying. I can't even get myself to delete this rant, so yeah, I just wanted someone to know this. I'm not good with words, this probably sounds bland, but I don't think I've ever written anything with as much emotions I can't even distinguish in my life, I can't even explain what I'm feeling or why. Honestly I'm very emotional rn so I'll just leave this here for now. I'll publish this because I can't get myself to delete it