QillianstheLunatic

I have a feeling that I might fail my internship. Failing in Internship = restarting my grade again. Which is my worst fear. So far I felt so down to the point that I am questioning myself. " Why am I so dumb and slow? ". Social anxiety keep caught to me every time my superior question me. And I was doing well until that happen. And then the other thing that bothered me is that all my friends that is also an intern in the same work place as I. Somehow got more task than I. Which leading me to anxiety that they might not trust me enough to do other task. And again, I am not saying that I am the best at this internship thing. I always do a few little mistake that somehow I didn't remember. And that is... sad. I think everyone will be sad if they think they did a great job and they checked it already. Just to know weeks later, their other intern friend said, you did a few mistake. I don't know if I am hallucinating that I did a great job or not. I know it is my fault. And this is the 3rd month of my internship. I still have 2 months and 1 week left before returning to school to get the big announcent did I pass or fail my grade. But if I did fail. Let's just say you won't hear a word from me for at least a year starting from June. I know that this is none of your problem. But I am just saying it right now just in case I am gone for too long. You will know why. 

XxGellyX

@QillianstheLunatic  
          	  You won't fail! 
          	  Have pride in yourself and believe that you will pass!
          	  Relax, having anxiety will be bad for you.
          	  Anxiety can cause you more problems but if you just relax, you may solve the problems that you have.
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Errorantivoid

@QillianstheLunatic 
          	  I believe you won’t fail.
          	  I believe you can do better.
          	  I believe you will make your superior proud.
          	  I believe you will and can explain to your superior why you take so long to write.
          	  I believe you can do this.
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snifflesniffle

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dude youre so fucking cool!
          ⟟ love the way that you right and your ideas and just the way you are!
          ⟟ know this will probably be deleted or something but ⟟ just wanted to tell you and let you know this, youre one of my favorite writers and ⟟ would love to see you be able to become what you want or do what you dream to do! 
          youre amazing! dont ever forget that!

QillianstheLunatic

@snifflesniffle  thank you for the support, I am happy that you enjoy my story ideas. And sorry for the late reply, I haven't open wattpad in a few months due to school assignment. :D
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QillianstheLunatic

I have a feeling that I might fail my internship. Failing in Internship = restarting my grade again. Which is my worst fear. So far I felt so down to the point that I am questioning myself. " Why am I so dumb and slow? ". Social anxiety keep caught to me every time my superior question me. And I was doing well until that happen. And then the other thing that bothered me is that all my friends that is also an intern in the same work place as I. Somehow got more task than I. Which leading me to anxiety that they might not trust me enough to do other task. And again, I am not saying that I am the best at this internship thing. I always do a few little mistake that somehow I didn't remember. And that is... sad. I think everyone will be sad if they think they did a great job and they checked it already. Just to know weeks later, their other intern friend said, you did a few mistake. I don't know if I am hallucinating that I did a great job or not. I know it is my fault. And this is the 3rd month of my internship. I still have 2 months and 1 week left before returning to school to get the big announcent did I pass or fail my grade. But if I did fail. Let's just say you won't hear a word from me for at least a year starting from June. I know that this is none of your problem. But I am just saying it right now just in case I am gone for too long. You will know why. 

XxGellyX

@QillianstheLunatic  
            You won't fail! 
            Have pride in yourself and believe that you will pass!
            Relax, having anxiety will be bad for you.
            Anxiety can cause you more problems but if you just relax, you may solve the problems that you have.
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Errorantivoid

@QillianstheLunatic 
            I believe you won’t fail.
            I believe you can do better.
            I believe you will make your superior proud.
            I believe you will and can explain to your superior why you take so long to write.
            I believe you can do this.
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QillianstheLunatic

Taking a break until the end of my semester, all fanfic and drafts will be delayed. ' The Alpha Mate Is Alien [ZADR] ' will be published around June to November. I am sorry that things have to be delayed for a few months. I have to stay focus on my internship in order to pass my grade. And I fear that if I keep getting distracted I will fail and have to restart all over again. That is my only excuse. - Qillians

QillianstheLunatic

Please read!!! Hello dear readers and zadr fans!!! I would be busy from now on due to my internship that I need to take in order to get my certificate to pass my grade. I don’t want to pretend to be dead so this is what I want to say.
          1. I’ll be making a new Instagram acc for zadr art. Please un follow the previous one. ( with no profile)
          2. There might be a delay on the coming soon “ The Alpha Mate is Alien “ fanfic. But for now I’ll say it will be expected around the end of March and April. It could be sooner though.
          3. Project Z is on hiatus for now. 

QillianstheLunatic

Today is my birthday!! I am now 17!! 
          Sadly I can't celebrate it. By the way, if you are following my instagram please un follow it. I am no longer using it and planning to change email. I know I can change the email on the account. But I just want to start from zero again :'). Around january I will post another announcement for my new instagram art account. My new account will have the same profile pic as my wattpad profile pic. 

Invaderofurth678

Happy birthday!
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QillianstheLunatic

I lost my second phone- and I need it for exam- So if I can’t find it today. I’ll probably won’t be online for a long time- RIP 

QillianstheLunatic

Yes I have two phone. I mainly use iPhone . But due to the pandemic I have to take my exam at home. But the app is not compatible with iOS so I need my second phone. But I lost it- if I can’t find it today. I’ll be doomed by my Asian parents hand- 
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Dumb_brainy_things

@QillianstheLunatic wait you have two? Hrnthwentwrbwtjwntwtwggwg- welp screw being apart of a Christian family. 
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