QueenBeth2007

Creativemind703

I was thinking of leaving Wattpad.

Creativemind703

@Creativemind703 @QueenBeth2007 Not to mention the fact that I am an annoying loser.
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Creativemind703

@Creativemind703 @QueenBeth2007 It just seems like I'm not cut out to be a writer. I'm just a wannabe. Plus my stories are awful. I don't think I'm wanted here no more. People love to pick on me and nobody cares 
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Creativemind703

Buddy I need your help! My friend @pages_of_april is gonna commit suicide in an hour!!!! 

Creativemind703

@Creativemind703 @QueenBeth2007 I'm really sorry. I feel so stupid....... It's just that I call my female companions buddy all the time. Again I'm sorry.
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QueenBeth2007

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I went and got my phone taken yesterday, and when I asked for it back, my dad took that opportunity to get in a thirty minute yelling session. Which of course brought back traumatic memories from my childhood.  So long story short, I spent most of yesterday switching back and forth between crying in the bathroom and coming out and trying to pretend I'm fine. And what really doesn't help is, I found out recently that I have moderately severe depression. So that's fun. I haven't told anyone bc the last time I did, I was told 'you're being dramatic' and 'just suck it up. Life isn't that bad' and their favorite lately is the guilt trip that's something along the lines of 'other kids would love to have a small portion of what you have so suck it up and be grateful' or just 'fix your attitude' like I'm trying but it's really not that easy! And yelling at someone to be happy has never ever actually helped the situation from my personal experience.
          
          Aaand I still don't have my phone back. So if you've texted me and I don't respond, that's why. :/
          
          Also I'm trying to get a chapter out, but I can't promise that it's going to happen today.

YourXGhoulfriend

I’m so sorry that happened to you Beth. I can’t say that I have personally experienced depression so I’m not sure how much this will help but I do know that what those horrible people told you isn’t true your feelings are completely valid and I’m very sorry about what you are going through with family and your depression. I will always be here to talk if you need to for ANYTHING. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! ❤️
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charitythewriter

@QueenBeth2007 Would you like me to pray for you, Beth?
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QueenBeth2007

Hey guys! How are Y'all today?
          
          So I'm looking at the plot I wrote out for the Forever Smile series, and the title doesn't match the plot. As the plot isn't the best either, I've decided to get rid of it and just merge it with Dancing Through Life. So please don't come after me when you see it unpublished.

Creativemind703

@QueenBeth2007 I'm doing alright. It's been a rough few days but I'm hanging in there!
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