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Quixotic2202
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Making dinner be back in like 30 minutes
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nottoxicreader
Now I claim the board
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Arkslayer2
I claim board :3
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nottoxicreader
So do you not make stories no offense
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Quixotic2202
Making dinner be back in like 30 minutes
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Quixotic2202
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Ok this is a rant all well I just need to get this shit out because it feels like a weight on my body and it's breaking my bones. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . How do you tell your significant other that you are in love with someone else? I still love my gf but I feel like I'm lying to her. My best friend that I've known for almost 5 years now is someone that has always been there for me until I got into some things and we weren't able to talk for months. Back then we were always on and off because he lives in a different state. And there's a person that I really care for and all I feel is like everything I do is hurt him and if you see this I'm so sorry I'm done with lies. I care for you dearly and you mean a lot. But my best friend has always felt like my soul mate and I just can't it hurts. I talk to him all the time day and night and all I'm doing is hurting my girlfriend by lying to her, she doesn't know and I don't know how. As soon as I realized I still loved this person I wanted to leave her for him instantly but why would I do that? Why would I be so cruel?! But I still want to. I want to so fucking bad. There's so many people that I am hurting and I don't know what to do because I want to choose him. He's all I want anymore. My every thought. But he doesn't know this. He wants me to and he knows about my gf. What am I supposed to tell her?? What am I supposed to do when I see her tomorrow..? I just want to lie in bed and stay there for hours.. I'm sorry if you see this I'm just in a sea of my own bullshit. So if you read this I'm sorry. I'll probably be off for the rest of the night..
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Arkslayer2
@Quixotic2202 it’s okay I understand your reasoning your personal health is more important take all the time you need
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URSNACC
Thank you for following, PM me sometimes
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Quixotic2202
Getting drunk because life sucks I'll see y'all tomorrowww
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DeVoidedStar
Thank you for the follow its greatly appreciated!
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Mrdezznutes
Can we maby rp?