Hell on a platter

Don’t be misled this is all just a game to me as you are all but a joke

I let you steal the air from my fucking lungs and still there's always someone else
          
          I'm ugly and broken just let me die

The stars always say fate is of the most spontaneous 
          And that is how it felt
          Galaxies that began to spin and spin until they stopped and blessed me with a gift
          They blessed me with you
          
          

Speak softly love 
          Just stop
          And breathe

I just want everything to stop 

*gives love* TAKE ME LOVE

Do you ever look up at the stars and think that could be where we are lighting up the night burning through our life crashing into something beautiful but we ran out of time lovers' lips gasping out of breath no matter how hard we tried we could've been stars if we ever made it that far and I don't know how or why it seems to be the case for you and I but our forevers are cut short and our I love yous mean less and less until they're just words and we've become strangers who once shared hearts till inevitably we fell apart so when you look up at the sky does your heart feel heavy and sigh before we were just tangles of lost hopes and broken trust don't you think just maybe that could've been us

I want to die as the silence overwhelms and the words pour from my heart as I'm screaming into the empty darkness and I realize that I'm alone and the silence and the words all at once suffocate me and my breath stops and everything is actually silent in a way where it doesn't scream at me. It'll be peaceful and serene. Poetic and calm.

Love you, *pat pat pat* 

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