RandomNess25417

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!! (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤(⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

Ambrell2

HAPPY PRIDE️‍️‍️‍️‍️‍️‍️‍️‍
Balas

RandomNess25417

I'm so sick of all my intrusive thoughts, there usually jest really violent, but recently they have been sexually and i want it to stop, there about everyone but my mom (which thank God) like my dad but that stopped (thank God) and now it's my sister, MY 5 YEAR OLD SISTER I WANT IT TO STOP, BUT ANYTHING I DO DOESN'T WORK! I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to tell anyone because I feel like they will either hate me or be disgusted, whitch is understandable, Because I am too, I jest want it to stop. If anyone has advise please let me know.

RandomNess25417

@AlorySkyz22 thank you for giving me advice, I've been dealing with the sexual intrusive thoughts for a few months now and im jest sick of them, but the violent ones was like ways to hurt and or kill my sister my mother was worried about that which understandable, but I never want to do any of my intrusive thoughts and never will, and thank you so much for the advice!! 
Balas

AlorySkyz22

Oh! And do tell me the methods your brain thinks on how to 'violent', if you're fine with it. :D
            
            An idea of mine (though most likely unoriginal) is this sentence thought; "I'll shove The D Stick down your throat and make you blow." "Is that a threat?" "Ooh, yeah... That's the worst threat they could ever say." "It hurts especially that it burns."
            Basically, dynamite exploding from the stomach. Implosion,, I think it's called... It has a trick double meaning, but the sexual innuendo you can practically smell at the start is a misconception that I liked so much to make it a trap of sorts.
            
            But anyway, that's my idea.. Sorry if I went too far or said something you didn't want to hear. Just trying my best!!
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AlorySkyz22

@_Random_74 Uhh, I don't,sorry....but I am going to issue you emergency hugs. https://tenor.com/bebEP.gif 
            It's better than nothing!  But if you're still having trouble,, I don't mind if you refocus those thoughts on me, idk, idc, I just want you to be alright.
            Sorry if this isn't helpful at all... The best method I do is to DISTRACT, DISTRACT. Or maybe read smut? It might or might not help, I don't really know, sorry...
            https://tenor.com/bebEP.gif https://tenor.com/bebEP.gif https://tenor.com/bebEP.gif
Balas

RandomNess25417

I JEST STEPPED ON A TOOTHPICK THAT WAS STANDING STRAIGHT UP!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHDJSHSJDBKWJDNDKAJDJQKNSNFNG

imaginegivingafoook

@_Random_7 I DO THAT every day but I'm glad your ok!
Balas

RandomNess25417

@imaginegivingafoook IM GOOD! after that I kind of jest curled up in a ball to think about my life choices.
Balas