Hey everyone I really need to vent right now. I feel like absolute crap. I used to have depression it made me do really stupid stuff. I pushed people away, I hurt myself physically and emotionally. I told myself I deserve every scar I give myself. This was 2 years ago. Now I'm really happy with my life but....sometimes I have what I like to call episodes where I'm back in the dark hole. That's what I called my depression. I used to have a friend I'd talk to about this but he isn't the boy he once was. Today I has 3 breakdowns and I needed someone to talk to but everyone I knew was either out having fun or not the type of people that can understand what I'm going through. I'm sorry I just really needed to get this off my chest.