Late night thoughts hittin’ HARD tonight.
I like- just got out of the shower and randomly my brain was like: If you were to die right now/tonight. Would people miss you? Would they really notice your absence? Or would they move on with life as though you never existed. Never think, “I really wish [redacted] was here to see this” or “I miss [redacted]”
Would they forget about me? Or would they remember me and think about me til they eventually die themselves?
I think about this all the time and it always makes me cry myself to sleep thinking about this.
It also makes me wonder how I would get word to my online friends that I’m dead so they don’t just see me disappear and go “maybe they got grounded”
…When I’m gone, I want them to know. Because I know how it feels not knowing if my friend is doing okay. One of my friends, I haven’t spoken to since 2021, and she disappeared suddenly. One minute she was fine and the next she disappeared and hasn’t been back since. We all assume she’s dead now, since something* did happen before she disappeared. (*according to some of my other friends, she drank “quite a bit” of bleach accidentally while trying to make a joke)