I feel like I'm watching everything here crumble. My first friend here. Their acc was deleted and I never really found them again. Now I have nothing tied to them, pms are gone. Some of my oldest books, gone. Deleted. I don't talk to who I used to here. I don't know where they are. I feel like I'm standing in ruins. Ruins where nobody speaks. Nobody lives. I am tied here by one, maybe two, book(s), and hope. Hope that something will happen. Hope that'll be like it was.