Thicc

Bettering myself for the person I love
          Currently 3 days sober
          I know it's not much but

Ranting on here because it's the last place anyone would check if I died one day
          
          I really don't know what I'm doing
          I think I'd be happier if I truly just at least knew what to do 
          Everything is harder since i moved away
          I don't have any friends
          I don't plan on making any
          My old friends are bull dozing over everything we grew together
          I've been considering going back but I don't know. 
          I was so excited for a fresh start and now I'm alone every day
          I'm so sick of this stupid school
          Smoking isn't helping anymore
          It just makes my lungs burn
          And everyone is looking at me to find a genuine coping mechanism instead of smoking my entire life
          But I'd rather spend 8$ then 168$ to speak to someone whos just gonna tell me everything I already know
          I know I have a problem
          I know I won't fix it sitting here
          I just don't know how to fix it. 

I'm 14

I'm turning 14 soon

HII

WASSUHHH

Eat my fat black fishy pussy hoes

When ur ex mad u posted the fact they cheated with like 4-5 people and calls you ugly 
          But has had the same box braids in since y'all started dating

I'm back and I got a phone

if u use wattpad daily u need to be burned in a fire
          
          cremation style if u read and use it 24/7