SJtheHedgie

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you all this:
          	
          	I'm trans.
          	
          	And my new name is Ash-Jay.

SJtheHedgie

I float in a boat
          In a raging black ocean
          Low in the water
          With no where to go
          The tiniest lifeboat
          With people I know
          
          Cold, clammy, and crowded
          The people smell desperate
          We'll sink any minute
          So someone must go
          The tiniest lifeboat
          With the people I know
          
          Everyone's pushing
          Everyone's fighting
          Storms are approaching
          There's nowhere to hide
          If I say the wrong thing
          Or I wear the wrong outfit
          They'll throw me right over the side
          
          I'm hugging my knees
          And the captain is pointing
          Well who made her captain?
          Still, the weakest must go
          The tiniest lifeboat
          Full of people I know
          The tiniest lifeboat
          Full of people I know

SJtheHedgie

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Language is scary when overanalysed
          Every word that I say seems far too contrived.
          What are your intentions? I’m ashamed by mine.
          When I’m thinking too much I realise I’m unkind.
          
          Pretend that I’m nicer than I’ll ever be,
          I am selfish and deluded, enjoy my hypocrisy.
          Complain that I’m bored, when being bored is a privilege.
          Act like I’m suffering, there’s no suffering in this.
          
          First world problems they bred in my head
          Ethical contradictions between my actions and what I’ve said.
          I should just shut my mouth as evidence piles against me
          that I’m so much worse than I think, exposed as a phoney.
          
          I am shit, I am shit.
          nuh nuh nur nur fucking dick.
          I am shit, I am shut
          nuh nur nuh nur nuh nuh.