SMILEANDDONTRESIST

I think i’m going insane hahahfhhahghghghhhhhhhehehhehh
          	
          	-me whenever i have a headache (aka right now)

SMILEANDDONTRESIST

@SMILEANDDONTRESIST (these are lyrics by the way)
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@MEEP929 Second week, more advanced, and we had to be a table, ✅✅ be a sports car… ice-cream cone. Mister Karp, he would say, “Very good, except Morales. Try, Morales, all alone.” And i dug right down to the bottom of my soul to see how an ice cream felt. Yes, i dug right down to the bottom of my soul and i tried to MELT ❤️❤️ the kids yelled, “NOTHING! ❌❌” they called me “nothing” and Karp allowed it, which really makes me burn.
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@NeowiseGMD and everybody’s going, “WOOSH! ☺️ WOOSH!   I feel, the snow, I feel the cold, I feel the air ❤️ ❄️!!!!!!!!! <3333” and Karp turns to me and he says, “Okay Morales. What did you feel?” And I said.. “Nothing, I’m feeling nothing,” and he says “Nothing could get a girl transferred.” They all felt something, but I felt nothing, except the feeling that this bullsh*t was absurd!  :)))) <33333333
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SMILEANDDONTRESIST

I think i’m going insane hahahfhhahghghghhhhhhhehehhehh
          
          -me whenever i have a headache (aka right now)

SMILEANDDONTRESIST

@SMILEANDDONTRESIST (these are lyrics by the way)
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SMILEANDDONTRESIST

@MEEP929 Second week, more advanced, and we had to be a table, ✅✅ be a sports car… ice-cream cone. Mister Karp, he would say, “Very good, except Morales. Try, Morales, all alone.” And i dug right down to the bottom of my soul to see how an ice cream felt. Yes, i dug right down to the bottom of my soul and i tried to MELT ❤️❤️ the kids yelled, “NOTHING! ❌❌” they called me “nothing” and Karp allowed it, which really makes me burn.
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SMILEANDDONTRESIST

@NeowiseGMD and everybody’s going, “WOOSH! ☺️ WOOSH!   I feel, the snow, I feel the cold, I feel the air ❤️ ❄️!!!!!!!!! <3333” and Karp turns to me and he says, “Okay Morales. What did you feel?” And I said.. “Nothing, I’m feeling nothing,” and he says “Nothing could get a girl transferred.” They all felt something, but I felt nothing, except the feeling that this bullsh*t was absurd!  :)))) <33333333
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SMILEANDDONTRESIST

Success for my buddies, success for my friends
          Success is the only thing i understand
          Head back home to the place i grew up
          Give my medals to the ones that i love
          I’ll chase harvey through the door in the wall
          He says, “Never catch me, never miss me at all”
          Drool comes down from the corner of his mouth, I say, “I love you Harvey, you cut it out”
          I love winning baby i want it all
          I wanna prove that i got the balls
          Harvey keeps on playing with his food
          He doesn’t understand what big boys do
          He wakes up in the middle of the night
          I run in and turn on the lights 
          Run my hands through his short black hair
          I love you Harvey, i don’t care
          
          
          
          (This is typed from memory so it might be inaccurate, also my brain is kind of foggy right now hahehahdhadhihuhuhh)

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I feel like I’m starting to sound like one of those people that don’t really know what to say to comfort someone so they just spit out a bunch of sappy and generic stuff like “i understand what you’re going through” and “i really care about you” and stuff but they never actually mean it
          It’s completely okay to say those things to comfort someone as long as you actually mean it, but like something about the way those people say it makes me feel like they don’t actually mean it
          I don’t know how to explain this
          I always try to say honest stuff when I’m comforting someone. Like if i said, “i understand what you’re going through” then i would pause and ask myself if i really truly genuinely understand what that person is going through
          I’m sorry if any of my words seem dry or not genuine, i suspect that the reason why I’m acting like this is because of those memory loss problems that i mentioned in the previous announcement (yeah no sh*t Sherlock)
          Anyways thank you so much for reading all of this, please have a wonderful lovely amazing day or night!
          Bye

SMILEANDDONTRESIST

@NeowiseGMD thank you :)
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NeowiseGMD

@SMILEANDDONTRESIST Nah mate its ok, this happens to most of us. Sometimes you dont know what to say in certain situations other than what you've said before, like you just ran out of supplies and whats left is to recycle.
            But trust me when i say this...
            
            If i say smthin like "I really care for you" and "im here for you", IT IS THE F*CKING TRUTH.
            
            OF COURSE I CARE BOUT YOU
            OF COURSE I WANNA HELP YOU
            OF COURSE I WANNA BE THERE FOR YOU
            OF COURSE I WANT YOU TO FEEL BETTER
            
            ILL DO EVERYTHING OF MY POWER TO HELP ANYONE WHO'S STRUGGLING, AND I MEAN IT, I F*CKING MEAN IT!!
            
            You know what screw it, *squeeze-hugs you* 
            See your username? Thats what i want you to do, and i want it to be GENUINE!
            
            Good day mate.
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SMILEANDDONTRESIST

@bumaga3000 i don’t think i am
            But thank you so much for checking in! I feel just a bit better now. :)
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SMILEANDDONTRESIST

I think i have amnesia or some kind of memory loss/srs
          Well maybe not amnesia but.. 
          I’ve just been feeling really off lately. I’m really forgetful and my grammar’s been off, and I don’t know. I don’t think I’m as.. thoughtful. I don’t know how to explain this. I’m also going through a pretty tough time, my mental health is getting worse. Although other people have it a LOT worse, I’m sure.
          What i wanted to say was, I’m sorry if my behavior is off. I might not really respond to people as much or as thoughtfully or as grammatically correct as before. I also literally cannot tell when my grammar is wrong sometimes, so even if I double check, this message will probably still have some sort of error. I’m sorry if that happens. Thank you so much for reading this whole thing, please have a wonderful and lovely day or night. Goodbye.

CodaThePhantom

@MEEP929 for me it’s the persistent headaches and trauma..
            
            But that can indeed. Along with medical conditions and sleep deprivation..
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CodaThePhantom

@SMILEANDDONTRESIST honestly me.
            
            
            
            As a creature with a 3-year memory gap, this is what it feels like to be disoriented. 
            Welcome to the club or not knowing what tf is going on anymore.
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MEEP929

@SMILEANDDONTRESIST No problem!  :)
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naliaintreal2763

thx for the follow!! also, im just here to say i ruined your 14 followers, your welcome ;)

SMILEANDDONTRESIST

@naliaintreal2763 oh okay
            I don’t know what skephalo is so that makes sense
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naliaintreal2763

@SMILEANDDONTRESIST yeah it is ^v^ but dont wrry u dont have to get it, also ur not stupid dw its just a skephalo thing (if you know what skephalo is that is-)
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SMILEANDDONTRESIST

@naliaintreal2763 no problem! Thank you as well for the follow :D
            Also am i stupid cuz i don’t get the ‘i ruined your 14 followers’ part
            Is that a reference or something?
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