Bro the fact that my art has been changing throughout the months I've been gone and now
I'm getting better and better, those months when I was gone were the most saddest moments of my life,
To be completely honest I don't want to see my dad ever again,
That guy has scared me through out my entire childhood,
I've been learning things I shouldn't have learned and knew about, but that was my dad's fault for not being there for me how can it be my fault when I was 7-9 at that time,
That guy would always come home and expect me to read at least 30 books a day, and if I didn't I would get beat up. I would always tell him that my head was hurting it was pounding so damn badly that he didn't even believe me,
I hope I don't see him anymore, I love him and I would cry my eyes out if he passed away, I don't know why but I still love my dad even if he abused me throughout my childhood, but another part of me thinks that even if he does I wouldn't care, but I do,
To be honest I am so damn stupid to the point where the guilty person turns out to be me when I wasn't even guilty at all.
My mom treats me like a servant she always tells me to clean but she never appreciated my hard work I would show her my art and she would completely ignore me, to be honest I'm glad I'm a kid with no father figure, to me an older brother is better
Sure that bitch almost killed me by pushing me against a window that could've broke and I could've fallen out and broke some bones,
Wow am I venting? Wow that's cool I guess lmfao
