SapphireRose12

Hey, guys. I'm feeling a little blue about this year. Normally, I wouldn't vent all of my problems to strangers or otherwise on the internet, but I don't know if I can really talk with anyone irl without bothering or burdening them. 
          	
          	There's a rumor that the coronavirus might close down the rest of the school year. I'm super bummed because I really wanted my last year of high school to be a great one and graduate with my peers, but that might not happen. 
          	
          	There was also a 5.7 earthquake this morning in my home state. Been stressing out because the Earth has been shaking all day long. Now I'm just sad because I feel like it'll be a long time before I get to see any of my friends and family face to face. 
          	
          	I was also told by my therapist that I might struggle with three different mental health issues, so... yeah. This year freaking blows.

SapphireRose12

Hey, guys. I'm feeling a little blue about this year. Normally, I wouldn't vent all of my problems to strangers or otherwise on the internet, but I don't know if I can really talk with anyone irl without bothering or burdening them. 
          
          There's a rumor that the coronavirus might close down the rest of the school year. I'm super bummed because I really wanted my last year of high school to be a great one and graduate with my peers, but that might not happen. 
          
          There was also a 5.7 earthquake this morning in my home state. Been stressing out because the Earth has been shaking all day long. Now I'm just sad because I feel like it'll be a long time before I get to see any of my friends and family face to face. 
          
          I was also told by my therapist that I might struggle with three different mental health issues, so... yeah. This year freaking blows.

Themushroomgoesyeet

my experience with worlds ending is that everything is burning and the entire world's population is either running around screaming or breaking into stores and stealing stuff, but you know, to each his own.

SapphireRose12

@Themushroomgoesyeet Yeah, but that's all Hollywood drama. The sad reality is that no other universe will notice our inevitable demise.
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SapphireRose12

So um... online schooling for awhile. Great. I can't figure out how to do anything, so that's probably how the first week of it is going to go for me. However, now there's a rumor that the city might be quarantined soon... 
          
          Ladies and gents, the world isn't going to end with a cry. It's going to end with a whisper.

SapphireRose12

@KurapikaLover06 Hush, my child. 'Tis a joke. No need to worry. ♥️
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KurapikaLover06

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            Holy fish girl! I can see why you say that about online school, and all that crap, but what's with the last part? Me confuzzled!
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SapphireRose12

*joins Reddit because of interest in the communities*
          *joins venting community to get things off of chest because I'm tired of putting the stress on my irl friends and family*
          *gets insulted about eating disorder*
          
          Lol, that was fun while it lasted. 2020 is off to a great start. How is everybody else's 2020 so far?

SapphireRose12

@KurapikaLover06 Oh, yes. I knew that you were responding to that part. I just put how I was feeling in the post, so the 'How are you?' question was already answered in it. ^^
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KurapikaLover06

@SapphireRose12 honestly, I was really sleepy when I sent that so I don't remember sending that, but I always read the posts. I think I was responding to when you said "How is everybody else's 2020 so far?", ya know?
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SapphireRose12

@KurapikaLover06 LOL Did you even read the post? Sorry, sorry. I guess it's kinda off to a bad start, but I'm glad that yours is going well! <3
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SapphireRose12

Oof. Tonight is opening night of my school musical and I have a supporting lead, so I'm kind of hoping to God that I do well. Just had to vent that somewhere on the internet, so three strangers and five friends can feel my pain.

KurapikaLover06

@SapphireRose12 Good luck friend!!!!!! I'll be there in Saturday!! #SupposedFriend 
            Again, good luck!! \(=^〰^=)/
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AnMLPReader1

@SapphireRose12 Oh, you're performing tonight! Ahh, I wish I could come watch. Break a leg! 
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SapphireRose12

Hey, everyone. I know I'm not a well-known writer with anticipated stories or poetry, but I'd like to let you know this anyway. 
          
          I'll be taking a break from writing for mental health reasons. I realized some things that really brought down my self-esteem even more and I need to pull myself back together a bit. I'm not going to name any specific reasons, but I should be posting again in due time. 
          
          Thanks for understanding! Happy Halloween! 

SapphireRose12

@KurapikaLover06 Aw, thank you. Means a whole lot to me. ♥️
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KurapikaLover06

@SapphireRose12 I hope you'll feel better soon then.
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SapphireRose12

@AnMLPReader1 Aw, thank you so much for understanding. I love ya too. ♥️
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SapphireRose12

I'd just like to thank An MLP Reader for dedicating a chapter of her story to me! It means a whole lot. Please go read her story! It's very well-written: https://www.wattpad.com/story/188557631-faded-gem-a-story-about-overcoming-anorexia

AnMLPReader1

@SapphireRose12 Aww, you're welcome! You didn't have to promote my story. You're too kind.
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