PanBear0
Hiiii :D hier is Jojo :D✨
Scarlette-Naemi
Scarlette-Naemi
Guten Rutsch! Und rutscht nicht zu doll!
Scarlette-Naemi
Meine Güte, wie die Zeit rast!
3 Jahre sind vergangen, als ich das erste mal meinen Weg auf dieser Plattform gefunden habe.
In diesen 3 Jahren ist eine unfassbare Menge passiert und vieles geschehen, mit dem ich nie gerechnet hätte.
Darunter auch einmal 200 Menschen mit dieser Nachricht zu erreichen.
Ich danke euch, für all diese Unterstützung in den Jahren.
Bleibt gesund und munter.
Eure Naemi.
Scarlette-Naemi
Should i continue to write on my millions of books.
Yeah
Do i enjoy this little moment of insanity, to not write on my books.
Maaaaybeee.
Oh god i feel to much like my character Evelyn. But
I
Love
IT!
Scarlette-Naemi
Hey guys!
Wenn ihr Lust auf RPGs habt, und euch für Tribute von Panem interessiert, dann schaut doch bitte bei dem RPG von @donteatmymarshmallow vorbei!
Würde mich riesig freuen. Und freie Plätze gibt es dort zu genüge! ^-^
https://www.wattpad.com/story/282078658?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Scarlette-Naemi&wp_originator=E3QC77I8poejQicpZRwLJN8fPbmgFET%2BpH6uZoZyNhwVZgetsnL73UkD4FTPvfICPJscw3pcsxunLFJzoMOZNLqJf0SJxtn7T2yUiNrbO4u4kYnMv4L0pCbMY%2BaEFkqC
Scarlette-Naemi
WOOOOOHOOOOOO
YAAAAAASSS!
UNGLAUBLICH! WIR SIND ZWEIHUNDERT LEUTE! Mehr als ich mir hätte je erträumen können! Vielen lieben Dank! Ihr seid die besten!
Oh, ja. Wegen einem 200 followerspecial. Was würdet ihr euch da wünschen?
peachymoon_
@Scarlette-Naemi ahhh ningguang is cool I mained her a time when I started playing now I main rosaria tho
Scarlette-Naemi
@peachymoon_ I always mained ning I believe. It's a long time ago since I played genshin the last time.
1Keks_
Noch einer zu den 200 !!! O.O✨❤ xD
Scarlette-Naemi
Hey.
Ye, I am still here. Don't how how I even made it that far.
I am at the edge of possible. Working with only five hours of sleep, pure work pressure and 3 hours of sports to get rid of my weight.
I have little to no time for myself and if that would not be enough, I always argue with my parents.
I already obey them everytime and do what they say, but why isn't that enough?
They even mock me when I am crying, even though they know that at home is the only place safe enough to cry. Means that I really have to banish all my feelings.
I already feel like somebody behind glass, and my nightmares keep coming back worse. And my therapy is no help.
I want to stay at work and not even return home, but I am scared to move into a place with strange teenagers. So I need to hold on, and hurt myself even more. Yay.
I hope you don't feel disturbed...
Naemi
IgniteTilllight
@Scarlette-Naemi Good evening for y. Firstly, Not at all I am feeling disturbed. After reading this explanation I am feeling very sorry for what you are going through at the time being. Your experiences sound shocking to me. Parents are weird generally. And I know we quite hadn´t contact on Discord for a while too but one thing I know. I still am remembering you as a girl being very very passionate. The story with Zarafina you once told me. I remember that you, once sending me the lyrics of "Regrets" (Zafinas Song). We had a deep talk going about how the story was concepted and the ability of being empathic; also how the society in general but also human bindings work. I admire you for that. I admire you for your progress you made and for your character too by giving me the chance to understand as well as giving reasons once we talked. As well as to relate. I hope the times you are currently living in will better within time. To me, currently time feels a little weird in general but doesn´t gives your parents the right to mistreat you as you probably wanted to refer to. You have a strong character. It may seem hard. Even if your mind struggles and the environment you are living in isn´t optimal at all, try to remember that you´re the person in control and you´ve got boundaries of which you can make use when your parents are crossing an invisible border somewhere. I know basically comes out of nowhere but I just got reminded of our conversations and felt like to at least give you some empathy in that real unfortunate situation. I hope your vision on future soonly at least will clarify and your paths be getting more clear than they currently are. With kind regards till2yeah | TillLight2
Scarlette-Naemi
Hello Guys.
I am still alive, yeah. (Applause for that!)
Just kidding, but now to the real News.
I am at the Hospital.
Yeah. Having a room, being monitored, with all that search for a Solution.
But they found nothing, till now.
So all what i can do is wait and smile. Maybe i can work on my books too.
So. Thats it for now.
Luv you all.
Your Scarlette-Naemi
Scarlette-Naemi
Kennt ihr das, wenn ihr immer an euch zweifelt?
Dieses Gefühl zu haben, alles was man tut ist falsch und nicht genug?
Jeden Bleistiftstrich zu versemmeln, jedes Wort zu verwechseln?
Als würde euch eine Walze von tief innen zerquetschen?
Ich hab das schon so lange und alles was ich tue, hilft irgendwie nicht.
Hat irgendwer ein paar tipps dagegen?
Efeunacht
@ Scarlette-Naemi Alkohol, Alkohol ist die einzige Lösung xD
OK nein, aber was mir hilft ist mein Zimmer umräumen, und damit meine ich nicht ein Buch ins andere Regal zu stellen, nein, richtig umräumen, das Bett oder den Schreibtisch ein Mal komplett durchs Zimmer! (Vorher empfiehlt sich alles auszumessen damit es passt)
Wenn du dir ein Zimmer mit jemandem teilst solltest du auch vorher fragen ob es okay ist.
Empfehlen tut sich auch noch das ganze alleine zu machen, das gibt einem nochmal das Gefühl man hätte etwas außerordentliches geschafft
Hope this helps, get Better soon and Just don't get Overwhelmed and everything will be alright ^^