Seajax

Feeling much better about life. Now, I don’t mean that I ever felt… done with life, just certain aspects of it. Still feel irritated at them. However, I found this music creator on YouTube (Dipr Impact, have a listen, their music is truly brilliant) who helped an almost traumatised side of my brain heal. In tandem with the other comforting soundtracks I’ve accumulated over the roughly 9 months this has been going on for, I believe I can finally forget. 
          	In short, from around the 20th of June, I will try to be more active around here (life’s holding me up till then). 
          	See you! 
          	- Your music obsessed bookfrog. 
          	
          	
          	Here’s the link to Dipr Impact’s channel: 
          	https://youtube.com/@diprimpact
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Seajax

Feeling much better about life. Now, I don’t mean that I ever felt… done with life, just certain aspects of it. Still feel irritated at them. However, I found this music creator on YouTube (Dipr Impact, have a listen, their music is truly brilliant) who helped an almost traumatised side of my brain heal. In tandem with the other comforting soundtracks I’ve accumulated over the roughly 9 months this has been going on for, I believe I can finally forget. 
          In short, from around the 20th of June, I will try to be more active around here (life’s holding me up till then). 
          See you! 
          - Your music obsessed bookfrog. 
          
          
          Here’s the link to Dipr Impact’s channel: 
          https://youtube.com/@diprimpact
          si=xxcpZISmo0p2YdJ9

Seajax

RANT INCOMING! This is a warning!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          They are trying to drive me crazy, so I am striking. 
          No more computer work, only faffing about, until YouTube is restored, because some idiot got it banned from the school computers. I mean, how do they expect me to concentrate while doing homework without music? Not to mention this literally couldn't have come at a worse time because I'm already stressing myself out

Seajax

@Militarymenlowkey- An academy, but yes, a public school. I'm surprised it didn't happen sooner, but I'm irritated it's happened at this specific time.
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Militarymenlowkey-

@Seajax public school? Yeah- they do that
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Seajax

I'm no motivational speaker, but I'm making this a mental note for myself, maybe there's others who need encouragement similar to this too. It's hard to voice exactly what I feel, but I'll try getting as close as I can. These words are inspired by the song Grand Escape from Weathering with You, which has become my second favourite anime film behind Castle in the Sky. 
          
          
          
          Though times are hard, I (we, you, etc...) have to take another step. 
          Though times are hard, it's only a matter of time until I reach destiny. 
          Though times are hard, the sun shall surely shine through the blue sky!
          
          Now then, let's go.

Seajax

Macbeth is getting shoved down my throat and I hate it. On a different note, yesterday I found a film I never expected to see again, but in Spanish. It's not that bad though, as I do understand a decent amount, but I can't call myself fluent at all, because that'd just be insulting natives. 
          The film is Weathering with You. I find the soundtrack brilliantly immersive. Just wish I could watch it more often. Alas, it is practically unavailable in the country I live in currently.

Seajax

@Seth_Robins_189 That's great that you love it. I myself am more of a Holmes nerd, kinda wish we did the Sign of Four instead, but hey ho, I am stuck with this.
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Seajax

@Yui442 Just for certain themes like kingship, loyalty, etc...
            As I said, I'll just have to watch videos
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Seth_Robins_189

@Seajax Ooo I loved Macbeth, I wish my class finished reading it
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Seajax

Was just looking into Twisted Wonderland for some reason and found something interesting: Grim. Love his design, the name is probably inspired by Grimalkin/greymalkin from mythology… further, his nickname “Grim the Digger” could be a reference to Jack the Ripper..? Not very likely, I know, but I love to randomly speculate. 
          
          This is all taken from readings of the wiki and zero knowledge of the game. Why? No clue. 

Yui442

@Seajax The release date is all the way in October.The trailer showed that the Heartslabyul arc was being done
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Seajax

@Yui442 Nice! Thanks for letting me know. Has an official release date been confirmed anywhere yet? I think I might know, but I may be getting it mixed up with something else I'm waiting to release.
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Seajax

I've decided to try getting out of my slump. Currently researching myths for anyone similar to Calypso who wasn't the wife of the sea god (Poseidon, Neptune, etc) and trying to refresh my hazy memory of PotC while adding to it.

Seajax

Something a little strange has happened. I misclicked something and when I exited out of it, some (not all) of my homepage has turned Spanish. 
          For example, it says, "Tus historias" which means your stories. However, browse, community, search are still in English. tried going to languages, doesn't fix that

Seajax

Also tried logging out and back in, still nothing. My tab, library, notifications, etc, is still English.
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Starblaze54

Hey Seajax! ^^ How are you?

Seajax

@Starblaze54 I've made too many mistakes, a couple stung really hard and I was truly only able to let go this year because of more stressful things occupying my mind (well, I also did find a hobby to take my mind off things, but that'll only delay the problems, I've no idea how I'll face them)
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Starblaze54

@Seajax don't say that Jax. Things happen to people we make mistakes but that doesn't mean you're a fool. Don't be so hard on yourself please?
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Seajax

@Starblaze54 Of course you can call me Jax. Unfortunately, nothing can be done. Today is April fools in my timezone and it seems that I am the fool.
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Seajax

It's curious how I'm uncovering so many little things I realised I could never bring myself to accept, all in one book. It's making things far more clear and I feel I can let go of certain hardships and concentrate on just being where I am. I guess my feeling when reading it is like each word I read slowly carves me into a hollow, but fills it with warmth at the same time. Mr. Yagisawa (the author) is truly a genius, or maybe the story just simply found me at the right time. 
          Days at the Morisaki Bookshop, check it out if you want. Also, here's a link to a fanmade theme which I love:
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0S98JJntdL8