Seidro

errorrrrrrrr error my baby boy it's his BIRTHDAY YIPPEEEEEEEE

shealin463

@Seidro I know so happy birthday Error
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Seidro

errorrrrrrrr error my baby boy it's his BIRTHDAY YIPPEEEEEEEE

shealin463

@Seidro I know so happy birthday Error
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Seidro

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Hi, wanted to come on here and announce a short break.
          
          Haha, I know, it's becoming more common than ever, right?
          
          - Start of mini-rant -
          
          Recently, I realised that I don't enjoy writing. I really, honestly don't. Not in a serious way. I like writing things poorly, I like having fun and making stupid goofy out of place jokes and posting whenever I want. I don't like rereading my stuff over and over before I post it to make sure nothing's wrong with it, and I don't like being reluctant to update if I don't feel like it's good enough.
          
          And, in all honesty, I really hate Sweetheart's success, if you can even call it that. It really, well and truly, is the bane of my existence. I like Sweetheart, I like the general idea of it, I like rereading the past chapters and laughing at the stupid stuff I wrote, but I hate how much attention it got. I won't remove it, that would be a bad idea, but man.. I don't know. I do want to finish it, I know that much at least, but it feels too.. serious. The contrast between my writing from 3 years ago (wow!) to now is crazy, and I just wish that I'd finished it all those years ago.
          
          - End of mini-rant -
          
          Fuck, got off topic again. Uh. Anyway, I'm going to take a break to write things for myself, stupid things with characters I've never used before and.. genres I've never written, I guess. Before all of that, I'm going to get around to writing actually coherent trigger warning lists for all of my fics, including those archived ones from years back.
          
          I dunno, I doubt it'll be for more than a month. It's not like I can stay away from the fandom anyway, so no matter what I'll be back.

POVIsMyThing

@ Seidro  no need to be sorry, everyone deserves a break :)
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howlhear

@Seidro That's completely fine. No, really. See, you don't really...Have, like, an obligation to write serious stuff. It's not like you're getting paid to do so, and if you really wanted to, you could literally drop Sweetheart here and now and...Nothing would happen, because fanfiction's here for your own enjoyment. If you like writing goofy stuff? Go the hell ahead! Writing should only be done if you want to, and if you don't like it, then there's really no point in making yourself suffer for your followers. Still, take that break, and take it for as long as you need to. People love your work and that's great, but you have feelings too and you, and ONLY you get to decide what you do.
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Seidro

man I'm so conflicted on whether to redeem nightmare (sweetheart) or not .. he's definitely still redeemable but also I want to see him get worse
          
          I should spin a wheel and let it decide honestly

UghCallMeKawaii

@Seidro You could do it as a shitpost/filler chapter while we wait [heart eye emoji]
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Handium

I was interested in the fake redemption then hit with an avalanche with the nightmare giving birth to swap
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Seidro

would like to apologise, I took the trigger warning list out of Sweetheart's description because I was writing a better one and then I proceeded to.. forget to actually update it.. so there's no warnings and anyone new to reading it would've been absolutely jumpscared
          
          will get on fixing that asap

POVIsMyThing

@ Seidro  don't worry about it. If it's getting fixed then there's no problem ^^
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Seidro

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god fuck I forgot again 
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Seidro

Addictive reached 1k reads :] thank you!

UghCallMeKawaii

**Pops champagne**
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_Yumikokun_

@Seidro  WOW That's nice! :D We should celebrate! :DDD
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POVIsMyThing

@ Seidro  :O yeyyy
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Seidro

So sorry for the lack of updates on Sweetheart, I've been having to do actual writing for University these last few days and haven't had the time to fully write a chapter. Assignment is due today so after I submit it I'll try to get a chapter out :)

Seidro

Please don't put slurs in my comment sections, this includes censored ones, thanks.

UghCallMeKawaii

@Seidro My small mind just cannot grasp why someone would willingly type that though 
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Seidro

@UghCallMeKawaii oh yeah, the n word is the main one to be put into my comment sections it's nothing new,, I delete them whenever they come up but it's been happening again more frequently as of late
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