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@ShelbzLemonadeMaker no worries at all, I know how it feels, it happens from time to time, just remember to take sometime to breath, rest, and remember that it's alright to take some time for yourself.

@PsycopathManiax Hi, sorry for not responding, somehow i must've missed this
            I'm alright, things still aren't the easiest but they've gotten better. Thank you for your message

@CrispyLilacPetalz Uhhh I'm kind of reluctant about just giving out my discord to someone i don't know yet so I'm not sure
            You could have one of my emails if that's easier

@ShelbzLemonadeMaker is there any other platform I could contact you on maybe?

@CrispyLilacPetalz Sorry I didn’t mean to worry you

no its fine dw i can be awkward myself lmao, i can come off as mean when im not i get it
            my frqs are off so if you a discord tag js lmk :^)  
            -vin

@CrispyLilacPetalz Thank you so much for messaging me, I never knew. I wish you would have told me sooner
            I would love to talk to you but just as a fair warning I do have social anxiety so friendships are a little bit difficult for me I hope you understand
            I’m happy you like my writing, even if I haven’t really had the motivation to write a full length fic in quite some time. From the sound of it I think you found me from Is It Cold Down Here, that’s actually one of my favorites that I’ve ever written, even if it hasn’t really held up too well quality-wise
            Please don’t be shy to talk to me I’ve found that I can be weird or offputting sometimes but I’m not mean I don’t think, if you truly want to talk to me then please feel free that might actually be nice right now

@alena_phoenix Thank you very much. I appreciate it.

@ShelbzLemonadeMaker words aren't easy. it's hard to explain. i want to show compassion, but i don't want to be overbearing. i worry. i hope it's okay.

@alena_phoenix heart

@ShelbzLemonadeMaker you too

@WinxfnafcarsPrincess Thank you for thinking of me, it means a lot. I’m glad you liked the fic, it’s one of my favorites and I want to write a better version of it someday. I hope you have a wonderful day/night

@ShelbzLemonadeMaker  it’s been a few months since you made these posts and I’m not good at putting comforts into words but I am so so sorry you are going through all this trouble and pain  please know you aren’t alone in this trouble and that there are truly people who love you and Jesus✝️, no matter what is always there he is true love and true forgiveness. And if you ever need to talk or anyone to pray with please contact me. I won’t ever judge you and please know if you ever need help I’m here and I will be praying that things get better. I enjoyed your glitter force fanfiction btw❤️

i can't tell what's going to kill me first

@WinxfnafcarsPrincess Yeah I saw some uploaded there but I just stream them on some sketchy site it gives me a ton of weird ads but every episode is there except for like one

@ShelbzLemonadeMaker speaking of, did you know you can watch glitter force on internet archive

After years of dealing with these very complicated, painful emotions, that have torn me apart inside, I have come to a conclusion.
            
            Steven Universe is a good show. Genuinely, and unironically. It has a fun art style, the colors are gorgeous, the animation is high-quality, the vocal talents on the show are incredible, the story is engaging, and the strides it made for both LGBT+ representation AND mental health discussion in cartoons cannot be overstated.
            
            That being said,
            
            Spinel is a poorly written character, and I despise her. Whenever I see her, I will now forever be filled with hatred, and never again the joy she once made me feel half a decade ago, before I got fucked up again.
            And that's okay.
            There's nothing I can do about it now.
            And despite how much I hate her now, I would be lying if I said the good memories I have of her from back then don't still make me crack a weak smile every now and again.
            
            Both of these opinions can coexist within me now, and I don't have to feel emotional turmoil over it.
            That's the beauty of it. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm off to go watch Miraculous