Aye, it's me!

long time no see buddy

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I am here to say to you that I wish you are having a good day, and that always be safe and also healthy, you are special, and that your unique, and I am sure there will be people who's willing to stand along side you, until then friend, have a nice day!

OMG,,  I ' VE FOUND YOU :DDDD

I've returned from my week long of therapy, I feel refreshed and much more happier than ever! Now that is out of the way how are you all today?

Sorry guys.
          
           I'm currently not in the most stable right now, currently trying to get my mental state helped by a psychiatrist, I'm just distraught, feeling hopless, forgettable, alone, I'm just, it's hard, it's very hard carrying all 10 years of depression, betrayal of one's I trust, and so many deaths of so many people I know and cared for, with nobody to even talk too, nobody to even cry on, nobody to vent too, in a sense I truly am alone. my shell is cracking, and I'm slowly losing touch of reality, while I see apparitions, Dark figures thats stalking me, constant night terrors, I'm just, gonna be less active for a few days ok, I'll be fine within a week probably. 

Everyday it's hard to pass by, I feel like I am already in hell suffering for my sins, always in constant state of eternal limbo reliving the times where I am alone, with nobody to talk too, nobody that's mentally strong enough to vent on, it's been hard, no, it's been REALLY hard I just wish, there a person, that's just- nah, I probably sound selfish anyways, anyways have a good day, if your still reading this.

NiCe rOcKu

Are you a lit student-- your convos totally give off some experienced writer type vibes- idk xD

Today is the day of my birth, although not so glamorous or eventful, the only thing I love is the cash money for presents, as well as the ice cream cake.