sixfeetunder

Coming back here, I realised how ungrateful I was to my past blessings. Now that I'm devoid of them, I can only wish to go back to that day in 2019 writing my first poem

Well seems like I'm back

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Aaraaaa

I just posted a new poem guyss, check it out!

Rogue I miss you!!! Where are you!?

Hey Rogue.... where did you go???

Ooooh I love your intro that's gnash right!?

Hi, can you plz check my book " the circle of darkness and brightness" and vote for me if you like it ❤❤https://my.w.tt/R4ziyOFI9X
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When I was younger, I used to believe that being depressed was kinda cool. I thought that it was the only way to be popular, being the topic of everyone else's conversation. In other words, I craved for attention.
          
          But right now, when I'm actually depressed, all I want is to go back to the 'old me'. I never thought depression was as bad as it seems, but I was just so so wrong. I've always opposed suicide and self-harm but right now I understand what made others to do it. Everything's falling and I'm stuck and not able to do anything.
          
          No one cares. No one helps. In other words, I don't LET others know because I don't want to be the center of attention. I don't want people to care about me, it just seems too stupid.
          
          People say that I change and I know that too, I don't want to keep hearing it. Trust me, I would literally do anything to not be this way. BUT I CAN'T!! And that's killing me. I want to be better but I CAN'T. So yeah, all I can do is SMILE...