unknown

Hey there, you!

Thank you for finding me interesting enough, or my story, to come to my page. I guess ill let you in on a few things about me while youre here. 
-i love music, specifically bands like SWS, PTV, FIR, ETF, Say Anything, ALM, ATL... stuff like that. and more. but theres just too much. 
-i work, like, all the time, at two different jobs and i dont have much time anymore for anything
-i prefer simply listening to people over speaking to them, i would much rather share less and remain silent, i hate hearing my voice and i dont have much to say. when i speak i always mess things up anyway. 
-im alone and i will always be. i don't really have friends and I'm never going to be anyones first choice for anything. there is always going to be better than me. 
-i love reading, amd writing, and i would love if i could just shut myself away and block out the world like i always can when i do those things. 
-i hate being alone all the time. contradictory, i know, but i hate the isolation i feel while watching everyone else around me be happy with their friends or their relationships. 
I guess if you actually want to speak to me, send me a message or something. I will always try to respond. Goodbye random person. Thanks for reading until the end.