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I was yesterday year's old when the boy I loved told me I was a bad influence on his older sister (my ex best friend), and he wanted nothing to do with me.

Hey everyone!
          
          I have not been TOO active recently, and for that I apologize. Y'all know how it is... school and work and people being exhausting.
          Good for y'all because I am a somewhat fast writer and occasionally know what I want to write.
          
          *cough*
          
          Anyways, getting to the point. For those who have been following waiting for a specific book, oneshots or an actual book. Or maybe neither. Maybe you're waiting for more updates on a book I already have. OR JUST MAYBE, YOU'RE WAITING FOR ME TO FIND YOUR FANDOM???
          Let me know what you guys want to read/see, and I'll try to get something out for you guys this weekend cause I feel bad, and I need to get out of this stupid writing slump.

Today, something that sucked happened.
          
          I was about to go to work but I had arrived early so i stayed with my mother in the car for a few minutes.
          We ended up talking and I won't go into detail, but I started to realize I'm reaping what I sowed from when I was depressed.
          When I was depressed, I starved myself. Again, won't go into detail.
          I don't have the appetite I used to. I cannot generally enjoy eating snacks throughout the night with my friends. I rarely finish my plate of dinner. I almost never eat lunch.
          It sucks sometimes, and I'm mad at my past self for doing such a thing even though I know God needed me to go through that.
          I pray for all the girls who are going through that, that they overcome it or stop themselves. Because it sucks to look down at your meal after overcoming depression and you realize... your stomach cannot fit the wonderful food.

It's truly been placed on my heart to share this with all who will read... 
          
          It's been on my heart for a little while to read my Bible and I just haven't gotten around to it because, as many opportunities as I've been given, I just haven't.
          So, I put my tablet aside and I picked up my bible and began to speak. I was about to ask Him to guide me to where I should read and before I could even finish my sentence He told me Proverbs 3.
          
          Proverbs 3:5, 6
          Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him and He will make your path straight.
          
          Proverbs 3:24-26
          When you lie down, you will not be afraid; when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet. Have no fear in sudden disaster or of the ruin that overtake the wicked, for the Lord will be by your side and will keep your foot from being snared.
          
          I haven't slept well in a week, almost two, and I've been extremely stressed with the family situation. Something happened with a close friend of mine–I won't get into it right now, and I had to find a new school. Some other personal things...
          
          All of it was just... a lot.
          
          Two nights ago, my mother told me we needed an answer today by one of the two schools I looked at or else I would have to stay with the current school until one of them replied. 
          I prayed about it first thing that night. I asked for guidance and for Him to make it abundantly clear which one I need to go to because I was afraid I was going to choose one He didn't want me to go to. 
          
          (More below)

Does anyone else just get the urge to write fanfiction about their classmates...?
          Just me? 
          ...
          That's ok.... :)

Hello everyone!
          
          I will be taking a break from Wattpad again this month. I'm also debating taking a break from Pinterest as well. 
          Home has been difficult recently and I found myself clinging to the screens, especially late at night, and not where my peace comes from.
          Just like at the beginning of the year, I will still be writing so when I come back, I will have a good amount of stories to give out! Unless writing block hits hard lol (I blame EAPS)
          
          I appreciate you all and I hope you understand!
          Thank you and see you later, my sweeties!!

Completely ignore the fact that I am working on 6 FNAF books at the moment.
          Should I make one with Funtime Foxy? :3

Guess who got their tablet? :)
          
          Can't wait to start animating!

I MADE A FICIONAL DISEASEEEEE!!!!
          
          Akahada: it’s a rare, fictional disease caused by unrequited love.
          When someone’s feelings for another person aren’t returned, their skin starts to turn red and patchy, like a bad rash, but it’s not itchy or bumpy—it’s just raw and painful. Over time, the disease spreads, attacking the skin, blood vessels, and eventually the heart, causing the person to weaken and die. The worse the heartbreak or the closer the relationship, the faster it spreads.
          Depending on how close the two characters are, the disease could also flow through the blood streams and attach the heart, making it decay within the persons chest. It’s like the body is literally breaking from a broken heart.
          There are ways to cure it, but they depend on the writer and their story—maybe the love being returned or the person letting go of their feelings.
          
          You may use it if you'd like to but tag me as the original owner of this disease.
          Yes, I plan to use this in my stories >:)
          ENJOY, MY LOVELIES!

Hello, my lovelies!
          I have been here for a bit not, but I have actually never written anything... outside of love and trauma.
          Could someone please inform me that if we are allowed to have cannibals as characters in our books or not?