Cassandra Hamilton

My name is Cassandra, but call me Smiley.
I am eighteen going on five, I am childish.
I love to read, and I am in love with writing.
My best friends are all younger then me.
I am a happy bisexual girl.
I love to read boyxboy, and girlxgirl.
I iz an undercover ninja making my way through teen life.
I have a crush on my gay best friend O.O He makes me tingly. 
I want to witness boys doing naughty things to each other in my bed O.o got a prob with it?
I am phat, but I am still sexy, don't hate me for being me. ;) *MUAH!*
I am a recovering cutter. 
My brother annoys me so much I want cut off his balls. O.O
I want to be a guy just to do naughty things with another guy, yes I'm weird like that.
I am random. I talk a lot. My heart flutters when guys kiss, and I randomly say "OH MY DAMN! THAT'S SEXY!" and they laugh.
I don't like when people judge me. My personality is ofen judged.
Kissing my neck is a turn on.
Touching my ass is a turn off.

I am a speck of dirt on the sidewalk,
no one can hear me when I laugh,
I am someone that fades to the back,
just another invisible nobody that cries.
 
I am the smile on my loving mother's face,
the one that can make her smile everyday,
That means taking down those that hurt her,
I am the girl that will always put my mom first.
 
I am the girl that loves to dance in pouring rain,
to smile at the dark sky like it is doing the same,
Even if someone tells me I'm stupid for dancing,
at least I know this is me and I don't need to impress.
 
I am the girl that gets depressed a lot at times,
but I always hide my emotions with a happy smile,
No one knows the pain that I try my best to mask,
yet that's the way I want to keep it because I can.
 
I am a speck of dirt on the sidewalk,
I am the smile on my loving mother's face,
I am the girl that loves to dance in pouring rain,
I am the girl that gets depressed a lot of times,
I am who I am and I am the me only I can be.