Soku-midomaki

How can a guy move on? How can one get ok after a great relationship that they screwed up? I don't know, I need help, but I don't want to ask for it, I can't stop thinking about her, and I don't want to give her up... I don't know what to do

DarthJader2005

Hey!

Soku-midomaki

@DarthJader2005 well, I'm ok, just got contacts and I'm loving them
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DarthJader2005

@Soku-midomaki I'm finally getting over the cold I've had for about a week, you?
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DarthJader2005

Hey. How's it going?

DarthJader2005

Hey

DarthJader2005

Hi

Soku-midomaki

Alright, is it just me, or are all the good authors just closing up shop in Wattpad?

Soku-midomaki

Yeah, I have an account there, but I'm not very active on it
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JohnnyBro_425

Seems like it tbh 
            I've even moved on to archive of our own to read some good stories. 
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Soku-midomaki

You know, I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore, I go through life doing what I can, I'm polite to all of those I meet, I stand my ground when I need to, I do what needs to get done, or what I want to do, but it never seems to be enough to those I know, they seem to except more and more from me, and when I ask for something, they never return the favor. Today, I thought about what would I do if held at gunpoint, and I thought about grabbing the barrel of that shooters gun, and putting it to my head, I have these thoughts often, but I cant say anything to anyone because i don't want to worry them, or make them feel bad for me, or make them pity me, I'm just not sure what to do anymore, and I could use some help, but I can't bring myself to tell any family or friends, or even my own girlfriend whose almost always there for me, I just don't know what to do.