Just Toya

Ah..suicide attempts xD ok

Follow @Blameshawt she bout' Real.asf xD

Eh I feel like deleting this Or giving it away

Don't feel like talking to nobody ya heard.
          Going through a lot. Can't think straight

I'm tired...I'm stressed out. I barely smile nor be happy. It seems like everything inside is dying so slowly that it's messing with my physical appearance. I tried to make myself feel better by learning self worth and boosting my self esteem, but nothing works only Suicidal Nightmares comes over me and make my brain dark. I say I'm fine but deep down my soul is crying out "Please help me!, Please someone save me" yet of course no one can hear. Every day I lay my head down to sleep I stay up wondering if I should do something that would harm me because it would probably make me realise what I'm missing. I know that won't work. So instead I keep my head high and start the levels of depression that no one will ever know what's wrong with me.  It's getting to that point where I wanna say "Fuck it...I'll start to leave slowly while nobody would notice..no one would notice at all" 

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@goldenpussy_  Hey boo

@goldenpussy_ hm

Hmu on kik .
          RatedToya

@Trapinaaa I MISSS YOUUU TOOOOO