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          AUTHOR ARE YOU ALIVEEE

I swear, who ordered this snow?? I can’t see anything on the highway or grid roads, but it’s Canada - we still have to go to work because snow days don’t exist and we just have to dig out way into the schools and whatnot.

If I haven’t edited a story for awhile, I’ll read the last two chapters to see where I am at and what I need to write for the next chapter.
          
          For the Untimely Endings, which is a Killer x Dream fanfic, I was reading the last posted chapter. When I finished reading it, Wattpad took me to the next “chapter” which was a draft. I did not realize this and I panicked thinking I posted an unfinished chapter that only contained an unfinished sentence 

I was doing some cover art for the oneshot requests on my I-Pad and I have the fancy Apple Pencil.
          But I do have the stylus with the rubber tip at the end and this thing is metal. And I bend it because I was gripping it to hard, I think(?), and I can’t bend it back. Like it has a noticeable bent in it. I could probably take a protractor and find the angle if I really wanted to

Guess who’s back. Me unfortunately and I just updated the oneshot book.

I would like to apologize for not being very active lately. I have been burnt out lately and just really tired. My Finals are in four days (January 25th-January 30th). Luckily I only have one and it’s my departmental for ELA A30. 
          
          I’ll take a mental break afterwards and continue writing in February or around the last few days this month. (Around January 30th to February 3rd). Currently I am struggling with keeping awake and eating (I can somewhat eat, but it’s foods like soups and salads that are easier for me to consume, and my Stepmom is telling me to suck it up and just eat because it’s “all in my head and I’m delusional”. Meaning she is avoiding making those foods to prove her point).
          
          This genuinely makes me feel bad due to the requests that have been submitted for the oneshots. I do plan to work on them a little here and there when I can and feel like it. 
          
          On the other hand, I am doing things for myself that are improving my mental status. Like writing about my day and making small goals for myself that I can do in a day. 
          
          If you are having the same issues, PLEASE do things for yourself and not just wait for things to get magically better. If you need someone to talk to but don’t have someone available: write a journal about your day and keep it on you if you’re worried about someone finding it. DO NOT feel pressured to keep up with the flow or do something because you feel guilty or down about not doing so. If it’s in the way of making yourself feel better mentally and/or physically, stop. You’re going to burn yourself out and make yourself ill. 

I’m currently at my grandpa’s house and it’s been a couple of years since I’ve been here since grandma passed away, but a lot has changed. One of the things that break my heart is that every photo has been replaced and contains one photo of my grandmother. (Or there are plant paintings because grandma loved her flower gardens)

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          Arson.
          
          Barson.
          
          Commit Arson.
          
          Don't come near me, I'm going to commit Arson.
          
          Everyone will burn because of arson.
          
          Farewell to the people who burned because of arson.
          
          Goodbye to those who have turned to ashes due to arson.
          
          Hell is like never ending arson.
          
          I will commit more arson.
          
          Just going to commit more arson.
          
          Kindly scream in terror when I start committing arson.
          
          Love committing arson.
          
          Making a video of me committing arson.
          
          Now commiting more arson.
          
          Oh, I've been committing so much arson.
          
          People are afraid of me, because I have committed so much arson.
          
          Quickly running from the police, because I committed so much arson.
          
          Running away from the law because of my crimes of committing arson.
          
          So much arson has been committed.
          
          Too much arson, actually.
          
          Uh, yeah that's a lot of arson.
          
          Very bad decision, I committed too much arson.
          
          Why did I even commit Arson?
          
          X-X (the people who died because I committed arson)
          
          Yeah, I have committed so many crimes, mostly arson.
          
          Zero things can help make this okay

*inhale*…. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!