Suicidal_Lil_Fuck

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
          There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
          But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
          I can change my plans I can change my plans
          I tried to find my reflection on the glass
          But all I ever saw were the things I lacked
          All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
          All I ever thought I was
          Was a mistake

Suicidal_Lil_Fuck

Finding refuge in my own lies
          "How are you?"
          "I'm doing alright"
          Small talk is a great disguise
          Just let me be just let me be
          Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind
          Am I only living, living to survive?
          Shake it off but I've lost the drive
          Just let me be just let me be
          Let me be, okay