My mental health report came out two days before yesterday and........ I'm in a borderline in between severe anxiety or depression I can say and ADHD :) good ig XD and am already going through some trauma and regret already though but it's ok ig having lots of hair loss and acne from stress and I'm still being so careless(my parents are spending sm in me and then there's me a ungrateful child not even meeting their slightest expectations so good ik :) ) my brother is already a autistic child now me :)) wondering how my parents are bearing sm while I have seen my neighbors kids working so hard on themselves to meet their parents expectations but still their parents don't even consider their hard work and call them so many things(for example: big failure of life, the teacher felt pity on u that's why she gave u some extra marks when her marks was somewhat 80% in class 7):(( sometimes I feel very sad for them and pity myself for being such a bad child to my parents :) and nowadays I'm becoming too toxic ig and getting into arguments with my mom yeah ik it's very bad thing to do:(even I don't want this but...nvm I just feel like I don't deserve anything Or anyone. Ig My father was right when he said: he don't want to become a father too soon. But my mom don't know why felt inlove with me that she kept me. But turns out it was the worst thing to happen I shouldn't have been born at the first place if I wouldn't being born my parents would not be so sad and worried....nvm Ok frands imma staph now I have written too much now... That's all I wanted to rant. :) (plz don't hate my father he was not against a girl child it just he wasn't ready to become a father too soon cuz it was only one year of their marriage and he works very hard for us and he's my hero so don't hate him plz) byii, love ya frands❤
