AWA

Y’all. I can’t believe I reached over 104 followers? Hell. I honestly expected that it would be lower than I last saw it. 
          
          Anyways, I came to check Wattpad to look at this account since I’ve been inactive in social medias nowadays and my motivation is drained out of my soul. Although, writing is still one of my passions and hobbies! (I can never quit writing). I was hoping if I could still continue the discontinued books and upload some chapters if I ever have any ideas or motivation to write since I’m hella bored—it’s currently 12:47 AM here. But I’m hesitating since I don’t think there will be some readers out there who care enough to read my books now since it’s been inactive (please don’t misunderstand, I love and I am grateful for my followers and readers). 
          
          AAA. That’s all.

Omssss. It has been a long time since I opened this account and used Wattpad. I still have some drafts written before I had writers block, should I upload it? ㅠㅠ 
          
          I apologize for the readers and followers for my absence. I’ve got busy because of my personal life that I abandoned this :((( really, sorry. 

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Just a reminder, the new book isn’t Taegyu. The characters are purely fictional and made-up.

Published the first chapter of the book. :).

I need someone to talk to 

Hey, guys! 
          
          I might be stupid enough, but I just got my account back. I tried to log back in my account a few weeks ago, but my device won’t let me enter the app. However, I am really relieved I didn’t come back in a delayed schedule and I’m thanking for the app to allow me reset my password.
          
          By the time of the start of November, I have been writing ever since to get my motivation back. Especially when I have journalism in a couple of months, but that won’t stop nor halt me from ever writing again. I promise. I’ll try my best. I might have a new determination on starting a book, and I have been reading books in real life that really help to improve my vocabulary. 
          
          However, I will not publish the book unless I have finished all the chapters. I will not make the same mistake at delaying chapters and putting books in a hiatus or discontinued status. 
          
          I apologize for the wait, but I came back as early as I can.
          
          Sooo, this is a short announcement. In general: I am back. :))

I’m perhaps going to decide on quitting this app. I don’t have the motivation any longer, nor do I think i’m ever going to have it back again. I haven’t been writing chapters and I didn’t put any efforts on regaining my energy nor mind to love writing again. I may have said I can’t escape it—yes, I can’t— but I might have to take a break. I did, but officially, now.
          
          I don’t think I will be active until this year’s Christmas, but there are chances I won’t go back. I’m really sorry for those who are waiting. There are many discontinued books I wrote and never finished until now, and I’ll put them on a long hiatus—as well as this account.
          
          I’ve been thinking about it ever since then. It’s sort of useless to keep this app longer in my device, since I don’t read nor use it anymore. 
          
          I also have been distancing myself, not really, but I don’t have the feeling to interact with people anymore. I think that’s what caused me to completely drain my ideas and motivation. I can’t reassure anyone anymore. The plans or sketch I used for the book? It doesn’t work nor help. I really do love my recent books, and the ones I plan to finish, but I’m ending it. Sad? Nah.
          
          Maybe, I’ll be back, but I’m not really sure. Once I have my old mind back, I will have to make this account active, like really—but I don’t hope. If I do, I might lose this account because I carelessly forgot the password and I’m really afraid to delete this app; but I will because I know I might not love writing again and search for any hobby I might like other than this. I want to get out of my comfort zone—I think. Cringe enough.
          
          So, farewell, Taegyuists. As well as my account. :))

Hey, guys. I’m surprisingly still alive—well, at least, not here. It’s safe to say my motivation has been thrown out the window and the amount of time using my phone—especially this app— has been lessened. I currently have to focus on personal things, journalism, and stuff in academics which I really don’t give a damn at the moment; been reading books to get off my phone; sleeping when I have the chance to. 
          
          What I’m trying to say it that I can’t write anymore. I mean, yes, I can, but my mind is nowhere to be found. I can no longer force myself to write changers when I don’t have the motivation to do so. 
          
          I will be temporarily gone in Wattpad, maybe a couple of months. So please stay patient for the books I put on hiatus now—not the discontinued ones, by the way— and stay curious. I really love writing. I’m just out of my head right now. 
          
          I hope you understand.

Uh.. I would be lying if I said I’m writing more chapters in the book ‘Wish You Were Sober’— hell, I barely wrote one. I’ve been busy for like, at least two weeks since school had already started and a day felt like a whole damn week. Though I may have thought to write chapters during weekends, I’m so lazy to write one and I’m reading books that piqued my interest–even if it doesn’t bring me energy and motivation to write– It’s safe to say I’m quite distracted. I deleted a few social media I have, which I do and don’t regret at the same time, but it didn’t work much. And the plans or I could say sketch for the book, only gives me a small amount of ideas inside my head and I don’t know how the hell I can write it. I mean, did my writing improved anyway? What the heck was I even saying in the past.. 
          
          Anyways, my apologies for the rant, especially the announcement that I don’t have motivation.. again. I probably made like three or more announcements that I don’t have any motivation for like the recent books I create—which pretty much sucks— but that’s it. I hope you stay patient! Because I legit saw followers unfollowing me, though I can’t tell whoever did so. Not complaining, expected it.