@TeudoongieMimo
I have a few questions for you, please answer me when you see them pls
@bblodgin oh, of course! Although, please do reference and credit for I would appreciate that (´ω`) I wish you luck in translating
Sorry for the lack of publishing, my friends, I’ve just started my senior year so I have a lot to focus on. And again, I just can’t think of anything to write atm ;(
Okay, question time! If you were feeling jealous and betrayed at the same time, how would you deal with it?
(Please answer, and side note, all for a scenario)
@ TeudoongieMimo I would ask myself, why am I feeling this way?
Is it worth to feel this way towards a person?
Is the person aware of my condition or is she/he completely unaware and has no clue?
What caused all of this?
Am I willing to share this and try to fix things or is it completely ruined?
Then, I think it would be better to talk and clear the situation.
Yeah, I know, it's easy to say but hard to deal with the actual situation... Take your time thinking about it and then decide what to do.
@GalilStories okay, but like, she’s gone for the week and you don’t exactly want to talk with her. Would you deal with it, then? (Side note, no problem)
Okay, it’s time to talk about a pretty serious topic. So, lately, I’ve been on the journey of changing my mentally of negative thoughts. These thoughts consisted of self-hatred, pessimistic outcomes, and so on, so forth. Well, not too long ago, my emotions were at its max and I felt horrible. When I thought that I was improving to love myself, it all just vanished one day. Every time I saw myself in the mirror, I had to look away because I hated the way I looked. Everything from the way I looked to my... let’s say “role” as a human being. I thought that, compared to everyone else, I was a failure. As I continued to think these thoughts, it worsened hour by hour. I spoke about this issue with some friends of mine instead of dealing with this alone. Honestly, it really was a lot of help, but deep down, every single one of my self-depreciating thoughts continued to cut me up inside. But, about a week ago, I read a message from a, quote on quote, stranger. I learned a lot reading that very message. It might sound weird but it made me realize all the values in life. My very problem was that I was too stubborn to not push myself. To realize that if I don’t change sooner than later, I’ll be stuck in this cycle of self-hatred. So, as a conclusion, don’t become your own enemy. I know this process isn’t going to come in a snap, but at least I know that the day will come when I’m rid of any hatred of myself. You just have to believe. Believe and achieve.
Also, I want to thank my friends who helped me through this adventure. I love you guys so much and I can’t imagine life without. Thank you for sticking with me from the moments we met, thank you for listening to me.. just, thank you for everything.
...What a long message.
@AndriSocial__ Thanks, dude. You’ve really been a great help and I’m so happy that you’re a part of my life
Oh wow, goodbye motivation
@Meenameanie hey, any advice is great advice! I really appreciate it as well, thank you. I have read a little bit of your story, though, and let me tell you, from the very start, I was fascinated!
You have to write something you know you will finish... I have had so many ideas... the amount of prologues that are sitting in my docs right now is crazy but there was one I liked and continued... I’m still currently working on it but I’ve started uploading it to Wattpad already... you should do the same write what you want to write and know you will want to finish
I don’t know if that was any help but that’s my only advice
Would you distract my mind for me?
I’ve yet again been entertained by a tortoise eating a watermelon.
(´∀｀*) Aigoo
You know what? Life is great. I spent nearly 20 minutes watching a tortoise eat a coronavirus shaped watermelon