TheAmericanCommie

Yall it's been a damn while and I gotta say rereading old comments on books I cant remember writing is the best thing. Everyone was so sweet. Its really been a long few years. I hope yall know how special you are. Happy late new years.

thegoldencatwithapen

I really REALLY wish that there was a feature to like people's posts on here, because if there was, literally every post, converstaion thread, and comment would be liked by (at the very least) me  :)

TheAmericanCommie

@thegoldencatwithapen ahahbzbanxnsnamzm?? Its been a while since I came back to check up here so thats very sweet of you to say. Hope you're having a good day <<33
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TheAmericanCommie

Yall it's been a damn while and I gotta say rereading old comments on books I cant remember writing is the best thing. Everyone was so sweet. Its really been a long few years. I hope yall know how special you are. Happy late new years.

TheAmericanCommie

hey yall it's been a while. long while. i was just wondering if theres anyone still there? i know i havent been in the countryhumans fandom for some time but I was wondering if someone could tell me what i missed. also, if yall r still out there, how are you ?

Tanaya_Jeager

@TheAmericanCommie 
            
            Nah. Im good. Im in summer now. Finals are over. 
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TheAmericanCommie

@Piathereaderisda hii! I admit my memory is pretty shitty but i recognize you. I'm glad you're doing good, I'm also pretty good! Kinda sprained my wrist but other than that I'm just glad to be back here ykno? 
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TheAmericanCommie

@Tanaya_Shaw_ Oh gee, I'm glad you're good. If you need any help with finals you can message me! 
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Lattabs

Helu! Just askin, are u gonna continue with that rusame yandere/tsundere book. Its fine if u dont wanna, i just thought the plot was interesting :D 

TheAmericanCommie

@Lattabs it has been too long for me to respond to this but probably not for ~personal reasons~ 
            Who knows tho I dont even remember the book 
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TheAmericanCommie

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To the people I used to talk too.
          
          Hey again. I'm sorry we lost touch. it was probably my fault because I tend to lose contact with the people I talk to online, whether that's because I'm stressed, on hiatus, or just being a forgetful asshole. either way I'm really sorry. 
          I have a lot of fond memories and everyone here will always have a place in my heart because this site impacted on me so hard. You all made an impact on me. I can't thank you enough. I love all of you and I never meant to cause any harm. I understand if you would prefer not to get back in touch, but if you do, I'd love to chat, roleplay, or come up with fun ideas with you.
          My sincerest apologies to all of you. 
          I offer an endless supply of hugs and cookies to you all. 
          
          
          And to the people who comforted me on my vents: Yall amazing. seriously you guys did something my closest friends and family couldn't, you gave me hope. I'd love to talk to you guys sometime. 
          
          Thanks ♡

_MsLonely_

@TheAmericanCommie First of all, your welcome. :))
            
            Second of all, I felt glad that your doing fine now. :))
            
            Third of all, Even were not that closest friends in online, I just help u with the vents its what u said. I'm thankful for that! Anyways, your welcome. And, feel free to be a friend of mine. :)) U can always vent on me its okay if u don't have to. Just remember, I'm always there for u. UwU
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TheAmericanCommie

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I hope everyone's doing well in quarantine!!
          
          I know I vent here a lot but I don't really have anywhere else to go and it's not like anyone I know will see this or give a shit if they do anyways. I'm the therapist friend. I'm the friend who listens to everyones problems. I used to talk about my problems to them. but now I don't. I can't. my issues are small and insignificant and I'm a fucking horror show but what does it matter? Nobody actually gives a shit about me. I know for a fact. I'm either taken to lightly or I'm just being stupid and sensitive. I hate my life. I want it to end. I'm being replaced. everyone has found someone to replace me with. I can't just say, Hey! what about me? Cuz then what. then fucking what? I'll just seem like a selfish jerk. I care so much for them. I care. but they don't care back. then I'm upset that they don't actually Care, and I feel like a freak and an idiot for wanting them to give a shit. but all I am is a fool. I don't like being forced to be someone I'm not, and I'm usually not, but I don't like who I'm forced to be. I'm not cut out for it. I'm not cut out for any of this. I just wish for one day, everyone was happy. my friends were happy, my family was happy, everyone was happy. If I'm not happy who cares. just let them be happy. Im scared that I'll rub off on them. I'll rub off all my sad on them. I'm so complicated. I can't accept myself. I'm being replaced. and nobody has any fucks left to give.

_MsLonely_

@TheAmericanCommie Hey, don't be sad. My friend is going through the same thing but someone is forcing her in her head to cut herself and kill herself.
            
            We are here for u, @TheAmericanCommie no matter what. Even those friends of yours, replace u, we are still here. I'm here to be your friend. Not just an online friend but a REAL friend. I have gone through the same as yours. Because we fight over 'My Day' in Facebook. But, hey! Look at the bright side, I move on and so does he. Even, we didn't talk anymore, I'm glad he's somewhere happy now.
            
            So, pls don't be sad. Everyone had their own problems sometimes. Big or small.
            
            Remember, if u need me just PM me. And, I'll be there. I won't be able to message u, sometimes cause timezones. But, still I'm here to listen. I hope u understand me too. And, I understand u too.
            
            Love, @_MsLonely_
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_That-Stoner-Bxtch_

@TheAmericanCommie 
            if you ever need to talk more about how your feeling, PM me, I’ll listen to what you have to say and what you need to get out of your system! I get that your feeling really down and I’m sorry to hear that ): I hope I can help somehow and if you just need a hug that’s fine! Or if your not comfortable with physical touch that’s also very understandable 
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TheAmericanCommie

Hi there. I've been on hiatus for a while now, and I might need a bit longer. I'm tired and school is killing me. I feel empty and sick. I'm not trying to ignore anyone and I'm so sorry, I know a sorry isnt enough but I'll try and make it up to you later.
          My anxiety wont let me have opinions of my own and I have to find my self respect. I'm scared of being one of those overly dramatic people who demands to much and doesnt give enough. I need time to collect myself. If you urgently need to contact me, I'll be active sometimes on my IG azzytastic2.0.