TheBestGachaTuberZoe

Good morning everyone. This is Zoe here, and I'm writing to tell you about the user @HazelGBlackthorn, who I just so happen to know in real life. @watermellon543210 has asked me why I dislike her, so I figured that I'd explain to everyone who might follow her why. Firstly, I will only use her pen name for privacy seeing as we are both legally still minors, I don't have consent and that's simply the law, not because I care about her. Secondly: I do know her in real life, and, fun little tidbit of information, we used to be best friends. There may be trigger warnings in here such as mentions of suicide, depression, and abuse. Please do not continue if you feel uncomfortable with any of these mentions. 
          	
          	We met in fourth grade, when I first moved to the town I live in now. I'm now in tenth grade, 15, and in high school. We both are. Hazel was the first friend I could find that instantly had a similar connection to my old friend from my old school and town. We had some little arguments, but most of them were over nothing as big as what big meant back then. Once hormones and seventh grade rolled around, she started acting out, and becoming toxic (This is where the triggers come in): She joked about suicide, which my entire family and a bunch of other people are sensitive to because of how much pain it causes instead of heals, told my friends to go kill themselves, and began to bully me into making me bite myself until my arm turned red. (I forgot to mention self-harm as a trigger warning and for that I am severely sorry.)  Eighth grade rolled around, and something happened in my family that is too personal to share online, but lemme just give a heads-up that depression does in fact run in my family from my mother's side and her, um, "absence" triggered it to become more apparent and visible to many people. Hazel made it worse, by asking for proof of what had happened to my mother, saying I only tell people I'm depressed for attention when I don't. (p1)

TheBestGachaTuberZoe

Just a side note: This is what Hazel wrote on her page, apparently "exposing" me: 
          	  
          	  "'Ello, lovelies. I'm back with another announcement: @TheBestGachaTuberZoe is a traitor and a back-stabbing demon who literally just told me she wants me dead. Like, DEAD, DEAD. Guess what, Zoe? Not gonna happen, and it never will. You hear me?! NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS! Okay, bye, my lovelies! Love you all, except you, Zoe."
          	  
          	  Would this be exposing? Or would it be attention-seeking, because no way in HELL would I ever tell someone I want them dead. Please don't believe what she says. I'm aiming to avoid all drama as much as I can.
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TheBestGachaTuberZoe

(p2) Ninth grade: She became even more toxic than she already was. She stabbed one of my friends in the arm with a pencil just because he said something she didn't like, and called someone on crutches a "sicko". I had to reprimand her to not say that because that's rude and I told her that if someone said to her, she wouldn't like it, now would she? Then began the manipulating. She began manipulating me into feeling bad when we argue by threatening to kill herself, which I confronted her about this year and she said, as an excuse, "It's the only way to get through to you". She takes advantage of my triggers, and uses them against me in order to get what she wants. She also claims to be depressed and autistic, but, considering she has never shown symptoms of either or has been tested for autism like I have, I find that highly doubtful. She then began calling me "f**cking useless", a "demon", and a "lonely little girl who hides in the dark because she's afraid to show who she really is". She has also told me that "You have NO friends. NONE. Online don't count." and "You're NOTHING; YOU'RE the living definition of NOTHING." So, that's the reason why I not just dislike, but DESPISE, the user @HazelGBlackthorn. Once she does more to hurt me, I will keep everyone updated.
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TheBestGachaTuberZoe

Good morning everyone. This is Zoe here, and I'm writing to tell you about the user @HazelGBlackthorn, who I just so happen to know in real life. @watermellon543210 has asked me why I dislike her, so I figured that I'd explain to everyone who might follow her why. Firstly, I will only use her pen name for privacy seeing as we are both legally still minors, I don't have consent and that's simply the law, not because I care about her. Secondly: I do know her in real life, and, fun little tidbit of information, we used to be best friends. There may be trigger warnings in here such as mentions of suicide, depression, and abuse. Please do not continue if you feel uncomfortable with any of these mentions. 
          
          We met in fourth grade, when I first moved to the town I live in now. I'm now in tenth grade, 15, and in high school. We both are. Hazel was the first friend I could find that instantly had a similar connection to my old friend from my old school and town. We had some little arguments, but most of them were over nothing as big as what big meant back then. Once hormones and seventh grade rolled around, she started acting out, and becoming toxic (This is where the triggers come in): She joked about suicide, which my entire family and a bunch of other people are sensitive to because of how much pain it causes instead of heals, told my friends to go kill themselves, and began to bully me into making me bite myself until my arm turned red. (I forgot to mention self-harm as a trigger warning and for that I am severely sorry.)  Eighth grade rolled around, and something happened in my family that is too personal to share online, but lemme just give a heads-up that depression does in fact run in my family from my mother's side and her, um, "absence" triggered it to become more apparent and visible to many people. Hazel made it worse, by asking for proof of what had happened to my mother, saying I only tell people I'm depressed for attention when I don't. (p1)

TheBestGachaTuberZoe

Just a side note: This is what Hazel wrote on her page, apparently "exposing" me: 
            
            "'Ello, lovelies. I'm back with another announcement: @TheBestGachaTuberZoe is a traitor and a back-stabbing demon who literally just told me she wants me dead. Like, DEAD, DEAD. Guess what, Zoe? Not gonna happen, and it never will. You hear me?! NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS! Okay, bye, my lovelies! Love you all, except you, Zoe."
            
            Would this be exposing? Or would it be attention-seeking, because no way in HELL would I ever tell someone I want them dead. Please don't believe what she says. I'm aiming to avoid all drama as much as I can.
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TheBestGachaTuberZoe

(p2) Ninth grade: She became even more toxic than she already was. She stabbed one of my friends in the arm with a pencil just because he said something she didn't like, and called someone on crutches a "sicko". I had to reprimand her to not say that because that's rude and I told her that if someone said to her, she wouldn't like it, now would she? Then began the manipulating. She began manipulating me into feeling bad when we argue by threatening to kill herself, which I confronted her about this year and she said, as an excuse, "It's the only way to get through to you". She takes advantage of my triggers, and uses them against me in order to get what she wants. She also claims to be depressed and autistic, but, considering she has never shown symptoms of either or has been tested for autism like I have, I find that highly doubtful. She then began calling me "f**cking useless", a "demon", and a "lonely little girl who hides in the dark because she's afraid to show who she really is". She has also told me that "You have NO friends. NONE. Online don't count." and "You're NOTHING; YOU'RE the living definition of NOTHING." So, that's the reason why I not just dislike, but DESPISE, the user @HazelGBlackthorn. Once she does more to hurt me, I will keep everyone updated.
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