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yo... someone is lying here...

gonna binge-watch One Punch man now at 03:04 in the morning
          
          wish me luck
          
          k thx cya

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Come on. It's 11:08.
          
          I just want someone to talk to.

I was supposed to, like, get eight hours sleep and so far it's 02:01 and I have gotten no sleep whatsoever fuck

It's 02:00

n o o n e e v e r f u c k i n g l i s t e n s

Sometimes.I have these thoughts so often I ought to replace the missing slot in my heart.
          
          Sometimes I think back to the time when someone called me a cringe and a bitch. it hurt a lot more than i thought it would. i did not think 'cringe' would ever affect me so stro ngly.
          
          i remember the time my hopes were all got up for absolutely no reason whatsoever. someone asked me out, i said no. i didnot liukr them and i knew it could not be true. it wasn't.
          
          okay, let's call this guy richard cranium. richard cranium was well to say the least d ickhead. he emotionally manipulated me, some of his friends did yhe same. richard cranium, corona and dog all mentally hurt me. one way or another. often without even knowing so
          
          in the near future i will die and noone will give a f uck and no one will even know.

I feel hollow and dead inside. I feel as if nobody at all cares about me or how I would feel because of what they do or say. Nobody in my class at all, including my so-called friends. Even if I tried I wouldn't be able to talk about how I'm feeling because of the pain. I just cannot cope with the severe mental and physical pain I feel because of everyone around me. I am physically too much of a coward and an idiot to be able to kill myself and I fear I would fail and be interrupted or someone stops me. I simply cannot cooperate with how much pain I'm going through and nothing can, let alone has helped me. I tried thin gs such as Beyond BLue but it's all an effort that's useless and all goes to waste. EVen the goddamned teacher doesn't give two sh its eeven if they claim to do so. I f uckin hate even the sad half-as sedd attempts of me living or at least attempting to do so before not long after being fuckking picked on by the arseholes at a public school. Thanks for the help internet, your making my life more of a shitehole and giving me more of a reason to say goodbye.