Sprix105

Alright Full Disclosure time, I was planning to die when I posted that I would work on the last 3 fics, but I never went through the actual act, by the time I was gonna I had already mentally shut down to everything.
          I've always said I would be dead by a certain age so when I wasn't I didn't know what to do and basically did nothing for an entire year. I have an account on AO3 now, I'm trying to get back into writing but I've been kinda ashamed of this account because it was a distraction, this account was a stupid escape so I didn't k*ll myself but you guys were amazing, so far my most popular thing on that account is a rant book but I have so many things being worked on in the background. But it's only a hobby, the reason I was leaving this account despite it being a major reason for me living was because I was going through panic attacks over not having a chapter done in a random time period and i just couldn't deal with more stress with the death date so close.
          So yeah, I'm not back but I may occasionally work on some of these, just maybe tho I'm not committing to anything.

It takes searching all the way down to #95 to find 5 stories with Ruby Rose as the MC with the tags #ruby #rubyrose #rwby, this still drives me crazy. Why is there so little Ruby fanfiction actually about the characters!

Hello, I know it's been a good minute since this account has experienced any activity but I'm planning on continuing the 3 stories once I finish my coding exams or to distract myself from my coding exams despite needing to get them done this month. Side note I'll be using my phone so it may not be great but they never were anyway so yeah, this is because I may be losing important things, like electricity, as a person I live with has been lying about paying the bills and one of the others just found out and informed me so yeah I may be loosing electricity but I have friends and family nearby where I can charge my phone but I can't promise anything, just know it's on my mind and I've had some time away to think.

I can't be the only person who wants a httyd fanfic where Hiccup trains a different dragon, whether he runs away and finds it or shoots it down instead of toothless, there are so many cool dragons that never get riders, like what if he trained and rode a deathsong or something. It would be awesome but I can't find any, note if you know of one please tell me

Little red's system should have the first chapter out soon if I keep pace, I'm a tad overworked and 2 months behind schedule for a personal thing so I haven't been able to do as much as I planned. side note "Ruin Hero" is going to be changing, the name, premise, and everything, It is still a robot Izuku story but the background and how he is a robot are completely different. It's still IzukuxIbara.

I've decided on the stories I will take seriously, not a single one of these are published because I've been trying to take time on them,
          
          First: The Ruin hero, Izuku is a robot made from Genshin's ruin machines which were found buried underground he was made by I-Island using parts from the ruin machines h is very powerful and he has the mission to fake being a human, he does have a soul given to him by a person's quirk so he is a real person he just isn't human, this story will focus on him being "human" and falling in love rather then fighting villains so if the villains seem a little weak, that's why.
          
          Second: The Rules of Luck and LIe's, based on my two favorite Danganronpa characters Kokichi and Nagito, Izuku was in a killing game in the past where he was in an alternative universe caused by someone's quirk, when he was forced into the universe his luck stopped his memories from being erased so he used his quirk(that all the other people forgot about) and beat the game by killing everyone but him and two other people then he called out the other person for being the mastermind who then released everyone but everyone else forgot about the game except him because his luck stopped his memories being erased, Izuku has a reality-breaking quirk, His Quirk is called Luck & lies, it gives him true luck and lets him tell perfect lies, He can look at someone else's luck and manipulate it and he knows when someone lies and change how believable it is. This quirk alters reality sometimes changing entire events causing people to murder over slight aggressions or preventing a murder after a major fight. The believability aspect of lies changes what the person is doing and how they're speaking, it can even mess with a person's emotions calming them down so they don't get caught.
          
          Alright, I wrote too much the final story is in the comments

Hello anyone and everyone! I'm going to be honest really quick I've been having severe mental troubles recently especially revolving around writing,
           I've been trying to ignore them but I have to get it off my chest. I don't know if I'm going to continue writing ever again, I really want to as writing was a way for me to vent my frustrations but all it's done is cause me more mental problems,
           the big problem is simply "I can't write" I've said it a million times normally talking shit about myself at the end of every chapter I release but it takes me months to drop a 1000-word chapter and they suck, I know they suck, I'm terrible at describing things, I can't make a person speak like a human, I can't decide on a format of how I should write constantly changing where the descriptions are coming from I've been thinking of releasing all the chapter I've partially written in "books I've given up on" and abandoning all my stories I didn't even start writing with the intention of truly writing I just wanted to give a chapter or 2 to a cool idea I thought of, for someone else to stumble upon and maybe write a good story about. but I barely even read on here anymore I've not got on to read or write for 2 months and even when I was on I didn't post any of what I had written cause I couldn't even finish one chapter, it's not even that I don't have ideas I have a wellspring of ideas but not for one story, I can only think of concepts, now you may be thinking "isn't that the entire point, you just said that's why you started writing" and your right except I started to actually like writing and dint want to stop, I thought of ways the stories that were meant to be taken by someone else could go and then I realized I could never take any of my stories there I would never have a full idea and no one cares about these one-off stories, I have to write a full idea for someone to be interested and want to take them, so essentially I'm writing for nothing and I just wasting time. Sorry

I'm gonna vent here real quick WARNING! mentions of verbal bullying.
          So when I was in 6th grade to the end of middle school, I was severely bullied by like literally everyone except my 4 friends over many things almost all the kids in my grade, who I was stuck with all the way through this time of my life, judged Anime, Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, reading in your free time, being weak in general, being too skinny, etc. this is from personal experience because they judged me for these exact things, they insulted me daily not with major things like to kill myself or anything but just calling anything I like weird or disturbing(some they were right but very few) and some directly insulting my body or mind.
           For some context, I wasn't a genius but I'm not stupid I spent 90% of the time with A's and an occasional B, tho I have had a D 3 times one in 6th grade 'cause I was busy helping a popular kid(who also insulted me) and too distracted to do my own work, while the other two were near the end of 7th and 8th grade respectively in the same class 'cause the teacher was a sexist who hated literally every non-popular guy in the school and refused to help me understand what the f*ck she was teaching us.
          but what drives me crazy is despite being insulted at least 20 times a day, I NEVER F*CKING REALIZED IT WAS BULLYING UNTIL I GRADUATED! My brain just didn't connect insulting me every single day with bullying until I wasn't hearing the insults daily and thought about my school life for a month when suddenly it clicked and I flipped out, but what drives me crazy is because I realized I was being insulted when I think back to my time in school I have 8 good memories all the other ones are blocked out because for the rest while I was having a good time with my friends, my ears were hearing the insults and just not listening to them. It's not just my memory I mentioned this to my friends and they were confused as they thought I knew I was being bullied and just didn't care.

Before you read this I'm ranting, so don't take any of this as an insult to your writing. This is a personal preference and idea of mine that I think could make MHA fanfics more interesting. Also, I don't fully keep a coherent thought in this, I go from questioning writing decisions to a speech about being a little more creative and how to go about it, specifically on the topic of if you're going to add people to the story but also on powers. The comments I'm going to be posting under this are part of this as I wrote 6398 characters and had to shrink it.
          
          Okay, I openly admit I love reading stories where Izuku has a twin and gets mistreated by everyone just to get a quirk and become a hero or villain or however it plays out, but I've never understood why all the big 3 get twins in them or why they all have the same quirk as the other.
          If you're going to write a full story I implore you to try and be creative, people who read your story will split into two groups those who read the story cause it's different then the other thousand and those who skip the story because it's different obviously this is assuming you're a decent writer (Hence why I, who is an average writer at best, occasionally ignores this rule but I always make something different whether it's if heroes are allowed to kill or who Izuku's friends are I change it so it's has something of its own), 
          
          Have the siblings have their own individual quirks if you're going to make the siblings or if you don't want to create new quirks(and with the Todoroki's since it's hard to make a viable new quirk that isn't just one of the other siblings, since it was a quirk marriage) have like subtle differences in their quirks like maybe Katsumi can shoot explosions further then Katsuki but his explosions are stronger

I'm deleting 2 stories completely, I don't like having stories on my account if I'm not going to ever write them and these two are literally 1 or 2 chapters respectively this is because I prefer writing Iuku getting a power instead of someone replacing Izuku unless it's Izuku replacing himself(like alien or robot Izuku which technically aren't Izuku but are) I want to focus on a couple of stories already out or stories that have been hiding in my drafts. I'm completely deleting Ben10 but the SCP book will be going into the books I've given up on as a new chapter this is because I started writing ben10 as a request to have Izuku with ben10 magic which I changed to a story I would want to write, after writing a full chapter and never posting it, I realized I liked watching ben10 not writing it and the SCP story I just couldn't get into I have 2 chapters out I believe they may both be info pages but I have the first two chapters as drafts. I have thought bout doing this with the Grimm hero but that story has been up since I made this account released at the same time as another story which was deleted soon after release and I will never talk about, from now on I plan on writing any book to 5 chapters before posting it as it means I know for sure I can stick with it, not including Info dumps of how powers work since I make simple yet convoluted powers that you need to be in a certain fandom to understand but don't like to block off entry to my book's.
          anyway, the point is I deleted two stories(SCP will be up for a sec as I have to transfer what I have written down to books I've given up on)