@TheWalnutTree
Oh dam
Wattpad is deleting and closing down direct messaging on the 6th may. I feel like it’s a prank but it’s not
Oh no :( I love messaging anyone who messages to talk about our days and stories and just to connect. It’s sad but you can always post something on my message board or reply to my status update whenever you want to
I’m shitting myself
Like I can’t even, I have horrible anxiety which plays up from time to time and right now i am freaking out because tomorrow at work I am seeing ‘the coworker who stole my idea’ and I’m pretty sure my boss will be in and we might have a meeting. This meeting has been dragged on for over a month now and I am shitting myself because I would never want to sit down and have a serious chat. But I wanted this to happen so i just need to suck it up and be a big tree. But I get so nervous and worried and anxious. This is not right. I don’t deserve to feel this way. Also I’m probably making myself more anxious than what will actually happen :( duck me
And the funny thing is she is probably sleeping like a log and I’m worried. I’m pissed
@lovely_dummy Yeah I just do a lot of anxiety and worrying which is something I’m working on 100% I’m definitely better than before. I think what it is, I don’t want people to feel upset with me or think that I’m telling them off. I have a lot of empathy. I’m sure she will get her karma. We did speak so..
@Judithblack444 Definitely. Yeah I think about things a lot but I’m trying to not be like that. What’s the point in upsetting yourself again. Don’t be scared of speaking up but I know what you mean. I used to be scared because I wanted people to like me and I hate confrontations. But now I have to stand up for myself and it’s so good. Yes I feel anxious but it’s also good. Sometimes getting out of your comfort zone is hard but so worth it. Don’t let how you handle a situation make you feel pathetic. Tell that voice to be quiet. You are doing amazing
I’m literally insane
I’m buying books, same book’s different versions
But I love a good deal so it’s like a reward after finding something it’s like an adrenaline rush
Do I need 129 different versions of the same book? No.
But it will make me happy YESSS
So I’m on a hunt for books and also I’m poor
I have to hide my new books from my parents so they don’t have an attack over me buying more books but I say to them isn’t it better I’m buying books and not d r u ggggss
@BigBootyBirthA I don’t know.. I brought three of her books to read but haven’t got round to them yet but I think it’s my vibe for sure
Happy Eid Mubarak to everyone celebrating ❤️
I just know you guys are dressed up in the most beautiful clothes, having the most yummy food. Enjoy your day :)
Much love ❤️
I am sooo mentally exhausted. I’m just tired tho but it’s getting harder
I was gonna stay in bed all day today but I made myself get up and get dressed and go for a walk because it’s exhausting being exhausted you know
Imma head to bed. I just hope that maybe in a few days or a week I’ll be in a better place where I can write and do the shit I love to do
KEEP GOING THOUGH
@Reading_mood_lover I can try but I’m so tired. I can’t even read because my mind can’t process anything :(
@TheWalnutTree uhm try do something that you love or have on your bucket list, maybe that will motivate u ♥️
Hy Walnut umm I would like to ask for your permission to put MrandMrsMafia cover as my profile pic on Wattpad?
@vinoliet1 HEYY Omg omg omg omg no one has ever asked me that before. Yes of course you can I have no issues with that
We hit 9M today
*party emojis* whoop whoop
- Mr and Mrs Mafia 9M ❤️
It’s crazy to think of how I started and where I am at now. It’s crazy to think of how this silly little idea came to life in the most walnut way. There’s no other way to describe it. It’s a lot. I know it isn’t perfect but stilllll it’s my pride. I love you all for voting. Yeah I’m emotional.
Damn I haven’t posted an update in so long what the flying duck is wrong with me?
Anyway I’m very much alive still but I’ve been super busy, dealing with work stuff and home stuff. It’s been a lot!
My granny is unwell so we’ve been so busy taking care of her and I’ve had very little sleep so as soon as I hit the pillow I’m asleep. I honestly don’t know how I’m functioning at the moment. I just want to sleep for a day. Easter Sunday will hopefully be that day.
What is your favourite Easter egg? Does everyone buy an egg?
Not going to lie, I’m dreading going to work on Wednesday because that serpent is working that day and unfortunately my boss isn’t working that day so we can’t have a meeting which I wanted to do
I can’t act fake you see. So what am I supposed to do seeing this serpent knowing what she has done and letting her think I’m okay with it….
What do you think I should do?
Because I wanted to speak to her with my boss so she doesn’t have a chance to twist things and doesn’t get a chance to be prepared
@lovely_dummy I would love a meeting with her and my boss but unfortunately I’ll be seeing her before that can happen. And I don’t know how to act with her. I might just act civil and ignore her. I don’t want to approach her (not that I’m scared) without someone being a witness because she will turn it against me and will be rude af. Ngl I would have thrown hands if someone did that to me too what a bitch
Okay so that girl is a snake, as you probably already know, but try to make a meeting with your boss, and her. You could also try to confront her in an approachable way that is NOT going to get you fired. I’m so terrible at advice and not the best at jobs. I got fired at 16 from a job at Chick-fil-a for putting my hands on a woman who cussed me out and threw her fucking meal at me.
Hey!!
Where do I begin. So the drama I posted below a few days ago, let’s continue that. I went and spoke to my boss about my coworker who stole my idea and ruined my display (which I did). There’s a lot more to it but this is the short version.
My boss agrees with me that my coworker is unhinged and it was a dick move on her part so we will now be having a meeting all together to discuss why she did what she did. Why she tore down my display, replacing it with her own. Why she posted a picture on the group chat making out like she came up with the idea. Why she didn’t ask me to share my display with her.
She is the serpent. She was also hugging me the day before she ruined my display. Hisssssss. I’m not gonna let this go, she actually needs taking down a peg or two. How disgraceful. (I also did not post a picture on the group chat so what does that say about us)
IN OTHER NEWS
I HAVE FINALLY got my hands on the fairyloot editions of crescent city (for bargain prices) and I’m so happy like I could cry tears of joy
There’s a few books on my wish list. I just love finding a good bargain too!
What’s on your wish list?
@TheWalnutTree YES YES if she doesn’t apologize I’ll literally beat it out of her cuz wtf? Kidding but still? Is she weird in the head… Like HOW CAN YOU BE THIS DISRESPECTFUL.
@0qazwsx0 Yeah that’s why I’m going to have a meeting with her with my boss all together so she can’t twist things and my boss can also see how she acts when I confront her
@AmArInight16 I already had so much stuff going on and I didn’t need this. But now that it has - I’ve been advised to roll over and accept it but I can’t. It’s injustice