Tiaara_Golden

Hi everyone,
          	
          	Sorry I've been absent so long.
          	After the judging for the watties my self-esteem took a bit of a hit and it's taken me a while to get over it.
          	I didn't write Red for votes or awards, but to fill the need to get the story down in solid form instead of just being in my head, and I did that, that is what is important.
          	If people read it and like it, that is a bonus and I never should have submitted it to the awards in the first place, that was never going to end well.
          	I must have been a bit full of myself to think it would be selected.
          	
          	But being back, I have spotted a lot of new readers, voters, and people adding Red to their lists and I have been messaging as many of you as I can.
          	I seem to have hit some limit in WP as all of a sudden it wont let me message anyone else, it just keeps giving me an error, so I'll try again tomorrow to get to the the ones it wont let me send today.
          	
          	I'm sorry to say that the next book stalled, and now I'm having second thoughts about writing it at all.  The story is not a vivid in my head as Red was, and if Red wasn't good enough then this is probably even worse.
          	
          	Sorry, I'm trying to stay positive, but maybe I'm not over it after all.  I don't know why it hit me so hard in the first place, just my inflated ego I guess.
          	
          	Anyway, enough rambling, I love you all.......
          	
          	*Mwaaaaaah* T

AshBoon

Ma'am, I'm only midway through Red, but I'm enjoying it so much I stopped to check if you had more completed books under your belt (I sad to find that you do not). 
          
          It's brilliantly written, excellently researched (unless you already knew about all those topics, which would be even more impressive) and is honestly underrated. I truly hope to come across more of your work in the future, and thank you for sharing this with us!

GrayLivingstone

Hi thanks for the comments and votes on ‘not you’. I think I maybe just made Carrie too unlikable lol. But thanks again for engaging it means a lot to see, even folks getting annoyed. :) when you writing more. I read Red a while ago be good to read something more :) 

GrayLivingstone

Thanks for the feedback I’m always in need of a good proof read ;) I like the writing part and just go with what lives in my head, usually as quickly as possible. 
            Yeah it was my second attempt at writing and I was still finding the balance, but actually their are folks in the world who are attracted to people who treat them like that so I’ll probably leave Carrie as is as one the most detestable characters I have ever written and probably will ever write.
            You are the second person to mention the point of view so I will take that into consideration if I ever really re-write or use that format in the future.
            Thanks again for reading and your feedback 
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Tiaara_Golden

@GrayLivingstone Your welcome.  Yeah, if your aim was to make us despise Carrie, you succeeded, lol.  God, what an absolute BITCH.  The problem then becomes trying to get us to warm up to her again later.  It's a real balancing act.  Maybe I'm just too judgemental, but I never managed to forgive her, so even now, I still feel our sweetheart deserves better and should have never looked back.  But other than that, and the need of a real good proof-read, it was a good read.  Thanks for sharing it with us.  It IS good to find other mature stories (as in mature characters, not JUST adult material, but that is fun too).  I admit, there were a few localised vocab/references that I didn't get, but I think they were guessable in context, so they weren't really an issue.  I think if I was to make one suggestion over-all, I think it would be really helpful to identify the POV because I really, really struggled to follow who we were reading.  I got part way through a section and realised it was the other perspective, not who I thought it was, and had to go back and re-read the section from the other point of view.  Of course it's just my suggestion and ultimately it's your call.  If you are happy with the work then that is what matters.  Congrats.
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Tiaara_Golden

@Bonelisa I'm working on it hun, I just need to find some time to scratch myself at the moment, lol.
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GrayLivingstone

Hi thanks for the follow back. I am really enjoying your story. It’s refreshing to read something for the slightly older audience. I’m 42 and you can only read so much teen stuff before you do start to question your motivation. Especially when your wife is asking what you reading now? Err…. 
          
          I also like your style, some nice humour and word plays. I write too, if you fancy a wee read of something for a slightly older audience, and from your profile more fem women I’d suggest ‘not you’, and introduce you to Carrie Stark, it’s a first draft and needs a bit of editing and don’t let the first chapter put you off it’s not set in college. 
          
          Good luck with your writing don’t let the Watty thing out you off. I have spoken to a few writers on here who have also not been successful and I think there stories and writing is better than some of the shortlisted stories I have read. 
          
          Hello from Scotland. My brother lives in Sydney with his wife and kids. So I know you’re probably still sound asleep haha. Anyhow thought I’d say hi. 
          
          -Gray 

Tiaara_Golden

Hi everyone,
          
          Sorry I've been absent so long.
          After the judging for the watties my self-esteem took a bit of a hit and it's taken me a while to get over it.
          I didn't write Red for votes or awards, but to fill the need to get the story down in solid form instead of just being in my head, and I did that, that is what is important.
          If people read it and like it, that is a bonus and I never should have submitted it to the awards in the first place, that was never going to end well.
          I must have been a bit full of myself to think it would be selected.
          
          But being back, I have spotted a lot of new readers, voters, and people adding Red to their lists and I have been messaging as many of you as I can.
          I seem to have hit some limit in WP as all of a sudden it wont let me message anyone else, it just keeps giving me an error, so I'll try again tomorrow to get to the the ones it wont let me send today.
          
          I'm sorry to say that the next book stalled, and now I'm having second thoughts about writing it at all.  The story is not a vivid in my head as Red was, and if Red wasn't good enough then this is probably even worse.
          
          Sorry, I'm trying to stay positive, but maybe I'm not over it after all.  I don't know why it hit me so hard in the first place, just my inflated ego I guess.
          
          Anyway, enough rambling, I love you all.......
          
          *Mwaaaaaah* T

Tiaara_Golden

Hi Guys, Gals and all my other NB/Queer brethren,
          I have two bits of super exciting news.
          1/  It finally happened! *Squeeeeeel*  I finally started on my next book.  I KNOW!  I've been procrastinating, finding excused not to start, but the other morning I just had soooo clear a picture of the opening scene in my head that I just had to get it down on paper (well, hard-disk, electrons, binary, whatever) and since then I have finished two chapters.  Now I just need to keep the energy and motivation going around work and family life.
          2/ Which is even more exciting, I figured out how and I have submitted RED into the Romance category of the 2021 Wattys awards!  I hope can count on all of you guys who read RED and enjoyed it (at least you said you did) to jump in and vote for me, if that is how it works, I honestly don't know.  I have looked but can't really find any info on how the winners are decided or if I can link to my submission or anything.
          If you know any of these answers PLEASE tell me and put me out of my misery.
          In the mean-time, please wish me luck and spread the word about RED.
          All your feedback and love help feed my ego and give me the motivation to keep writing.  I know, it's sad really.
          
          Stay safe and stay Queer!
          *Mwaaaaah*
          T

Tiaara_Golden

OK, i finished reading the Watty's info page (doh!) and discovered its not about votes or anything, it is a panel of judges and computer analytics that are used to select the award winners.  Lets just hope that all those phonetically spelt "accent" sections don't melt down the analytics, or get the story thrown out in the garbage.
            So realistically, all I can ask you to do is keep your fingers crossed for me.
            
            *Mwaaaaah*
            T
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Tiaara_Golden

Hi Folks,
          Sorry I've been away for a little bit, busy with work and the like, but I got a HUGE surprise tonight when I checked in...... a few new followers, LOTS of new readers and a handful of votes!
          No comments though.... *Sniff*
          I love reading your comments, so don't be shy.
          Anyway, I don't have a lot of time tonight, but I just had to say something to all my new readers, THANK YOU!
          *Mwaaaaah*
          T

Tiaara_Golden

Hey Folks,
          I thought it was about time i did another update and RED has been going stronger than I had ever imagined.
          1,100+ views.
          200+ votes.
          900+ Comments.
          I mean..... Seriously?
          A few people have now finished the whole book, and the feedback has been mind-blowing.
          Your kind words, compliments and appreciation are more than I ever could have hoped for.
          I would like to share a few final comments from readers who have finished it.
          
          @okech22 wrote "your book gave me life.. am taking it with me. Everywhere.. I learnt so, much! Much more than I have learnt anywhere in 2020/2021" and "I loved every moment of it, this book is nothing less than awesome  I love it I love it I love it" plus "Red. I mean the book. Is  amazing book, I had to travel to google more than I can count, to find out the meaning of words, that turned out to mean kindness, for 90% of the time." and "I love it. Am sold out to it. Your style of writing is amazing, you give your characters more life, and clear text_visuals. I love them"
          
          @Sarahkhouw said "thank you for keeping your promise to post your story on wattpad, and your story is very beautiful, I really like the storyline, about falling in love, relationships with family, relationships with friends, happiness, sadness, and humor." and "I hope you continue to work to create beautiful stories.  thanks."
          
          Then @Amber5765 said "This book was amazing from start to finish I loved every  word to ever sentence and of course the character’s:) :) thank you for sharing this amazing book with us, can’t wait to see the future of XXXXXXXXX and XXXXXXXXX " {removed the names to avoid spoilers for those who haven't read it yet}
          
          I mean like, WOW, you guys have blown me away with all this.
          
          All I can say is 'Thank you so much' but that is such an understatement.
          So Thank you to all who have read, and thank you to all who are going too in the future.
          I look forward to hearing from new comers and old-timers alike.
          
          Stay Safe, and Stay Queer.
          *mwaaaah*

Sarahkhouw

@ Tiaara_Golden  I'm happy to hear that :), congratulations to you, sis ... xoxoxo :)
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Tiaara_Golden

On another note.
          I have been pretty much sitting on my ass since publishing Red, other than spending a fair bit of time just enjoying the comments and being blown away by the wonderful compliments.
          When I finished Red, it was like a huge relief.  The pressure and stress of it all was finally over, and I was in no rush to start something new.  BUT, all the love from you guys is inspiring me to pick up the pen again, well, the keyboard, well, you know what I mean.  You are inspiring me to get started on book #2.
          My problem is that when an idea hits me for  a story, I put a quick summary in a new workbook on OneNote (which is where I write) and I have about 8 or 9 outlines sitting there with a few more very vague ideas flitting through my head as well.  I came up with another partial one last night sitting in the loo. haha
          So my problem is, WHICH ONE?
          I thought maybe I could send out a little list of half a dozen brief 'concepts' and see which one YOU would like me to work on next.  Maybe that is a little egocentric of me to even think that you would bother to reply, but maybe you would, I don't know.
          So it's up to you.
          Would you like me to post a list and get your opinions or not?
          If I DON'T get any response to this in the next few days, then I will just have to pick one myself.
          I am also playing with the idea of writing the next one in a 3rd Party Narrative style, where Red was an Alternating  First Person Perspective.  I think that will be more challenging, and for some reason I think making it even harder on myself would be a good idea........ O.o
          Can you say Masochist?  It is spelt with a capital T.... lol
          
          But I warn you now.
          Red took me TWO YEARS from start to finish, so even if I started on a new book today, it is not going to be ready for you to read for a long, long time.
          Let me know.....
          
          Stay Queer.
          *Mwaaaah*
          T

Tiaara_Golden

OK, I know I offered to post a list but......
            I started working on putting a list together, and realised that all my concepts kinda give away what should be, the unexpected part of the story, so posting my 'ideas' would actually ruin all of them before I even start writing.
            Soooo, Sorry @Amber5764 and @i-ooop but I WONT be posting a list, I will just have to pick one, which is turning out  harder than I thought.
            One day I will settle on a particular storyline, then the next day, a new detail for a different one will pop into my head and get me excited about that one instead.
            I have changed my mind about which to start on at least 6 times, THIS WEEK.
            I will get there eventually, and I will let you know once I do.
            
            Love you all,
            *Mwaaaaaah*
            T
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Tiaara_Golden

Well, that's two.  I think that makes it a majority since I only have 3 regulars at this stage, so, I'll work on a putting up a list after the weekend.
            Thanks gals.
            T
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zeethehooman

@Tiaara_Golden I'm sure whatever you pick is going to be good but yeah you can post a list too
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