Sage

You know I'm mentally ill when I get flooded with motivation and am about to update several chapters in the span of a few hours.

Just to distract myself and stuff, how's everyone feeling about Wattpad getting rid of the private messaging?

Thank you everyone for telling me happy birthday, my day hasn't been the best, and I probably deserve how bad it's been.
          
          Someone finally snapped me into reality, and made me realize how bad of a person I am. I didn't know I was being a bad person, so I'm really scared. I might be taking a longer hiatus than I realized, since I want to be a better person. 
          
          I'm sorry for taking so so long to update things, I'm just- going through some stuff I guess. I'm going to try and focus on being a better person, and learning how to stop myself from hurting people.

I'm officially 15 now, it's my birthday. 
          
          I'm sorry I haven't been posting anything, but I did start working on the next chapter for Burning Hearts awhile ago. Having some writer's block, but I plan to try and work on it later. 
          
          Love you guys <3

Hi, small little update so you guys know I'm not dead- 
          
          I'm doing good, going to be staying home tomorrow because I was basically S/A by a girl during gym, but I'm fine rn so yeah. I might try and post soon, but I'm not positive. 
          
          Just hang in there for me while I try and become motivated again. Love you guys 

So- I might end up taking a small hiatus for a few weeks, but I'm not positive yet. I'm going to try and write something later, and if I feel motivated after words I' won't.

The temptation to suddenly make either Vince or Rody transmasc is really strong.. 

If I get one more William Afton joke about Vincent in the thing where he's alive, I'm deleting it. Then rewriting it. I have different inspiration I wanna use. 

When I say I like dark romance, I don't mean stalking and yandere stuff. 
          
          
          I mean fucked up mind x fucked up mind. I want a dark romance book where both the main characters are messed up, where they enjoy hurting themselves and others. I also want a dark romance that's queer, specifically like- gay men. Because I feel like there are too many Yuri books, but idk. 
          
          Anyway... Anyone have any recommendations?

So uhh- I realized why I enjoyed hurting myself so much. 
          
          Autosadism- that's fun. I need serious mental help.